Sleep

Sleep is a way to escape one's life momentarily. It is as if you only escape it in the blink of an eye though.
It's a time when we blink to open our eyes to a new day, hoping that it would be better.
But within this blink, we have dreams, nightmares and that we must bear unless we want to wake up to a night which tomorrow has not started.

Then there's death.

That feeling

Anyone ever had that sudden feeling when they're all worried..

and then you have a heavy feeling

and then you feel dizzy.

Oh wait, no one's reading this blog.

Thoughts

Having suicidal thoughts is scary.

You think about all the grief that you'd create..

Then again, who would grieve over my death.

Hopefully, perhaps, there might be one person who might.

I don't know if they would anymore, nor would I believe any one else would.

After all, I doubt.

Happy new god damn another year.