Friday, December 21, 2018

Monday, December 17, 2018

Just thinking about where I am

Sometimes just thinking about where I am makes me really sad

Where do I go on from here?

At least I can tell myself that only I can pull myself out of this.
I can do it.

Saturday, November 17, 2018

Wednesday, October 24, 2018

Saturday, September 29, 2018

Monday, May 21, 2018

Sakura - Funky Monkey Babys

Reminds me why I used to like Japanese songs so much


Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Friday, May 11, 2018

Sad times :(


Special

When you are special to everyone, what does each person mean to you?

Does it mean each one of those people are also special to you?

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Monday, May 7, 2018

How do you do it?

How do you make it look so easy?

What would you have done if you were me?

Sunday, May 6, 2018

A friend told me yesterday

He said... just cos you're hurt.. it doesn't mean you can't be there for others.
He said... if you really care about someone, then you’d put them first even if you’re hurt.

He's right. I was right. Thanks for reassuring me.

As cliche as it sounds, I think it’s right. All those years of watching romcoms movies, dramas and reading mangas has taught me a lot. Although they’re all fictional, I do think there is so much we can take from them.

Thursday, May 3, 2018

What does forgiving mean?

Does it mean I let go of it completely?

Do I reflect on it?

Do I use it to decide my future actions and decisions?

Sunday, April 22, 2018

Verne Troyer died today

Didn't really know the actor.

Saw his name all over reddit and their opinions of him. It's pretty sad really

Another user posted this joke :(

Monday, April 16, 2018

Blindly in love

I enjoyed the movie. Despite it being very cliche.

I look for more in movies nowadays. Life lessons.

On another note,

I hope you like them.

Saturday, April 14, 2018

Thanks JJ Lin

Sometimes a random Chinese song just plays in my head.

Listen to the end message

Thursday, April 12, 2018

Listen


Love letter

It's a strange Japanese film.

My sister found the name of it in one of Twice's new music video.

Very odd movie. I'm not sure how I feel about it.

Would I say it's bittersweet?

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Which one is easier?

Is it easier to connect with people through pain or happiness?

It seems to me that we all experience happiness at some point in our life. But when there's happiness we begin to lose sight of those that are in pain. If we aren't in pain we can never truly understand how others feel.

Is it right to say that we connect through pain, loss and suffering?

I need to sit down and have a think about this.

Friday, March 30, 2018

:'(


Wish I could play the piano

So many things I wish I could do but there's so little time.

I need to start somewhere.

Just start.


Tuesday, March 27, 2018

When the whole world ignores you


In the end she says "When the whole world ignored me
                                  Only you wouldn't ignore me"

No matter what I do I just feel empty.I guess I just gotta do things alone. Harden up.

It's hard to put a smile on every day and try to make the world a better place. I really do want the world to be a better place because of me. You put on a smile for others and you help them up when they're down.

But who's there to pull you up when you fall down so easily and so hard every time?

As I watched the music video, it hit me again that Michael had never dated. Perhaps this song was a tribute to someone he lost.

Sunday, March 25, 2018

What is responsibility

I’ve had Rex for two weeks as of today. Mum and Dad are already getting sick of him. I wish they tried a little bit harder to accomodate for him. I wish they’d be more patient with him. He is only a puppy after all.

Dad wants to put him on gumtree. I’d say no. This is only just the beginning and I’ll make sure That we’re together. Hopefully for another 10 years or more.

He’s not allowed inside the house and he’ll probably never be allowed in. I wish he could though.

Each night before I sleep I’d sit next to him outside for a bit. He’d come to me and let off a little whimper. He’s lonely. I know what it feels like. But we’ll get through it together. We’ll grow on each other.. Right?


Thursday, March 22, 2018

It's rare to find one of these

A JChou song that I seem to like


Wednesday, March 7, 2018

Pillar of support

I think it's really meaningful to find someone who's always been there to support you when you fall.

That's truly someone you can appreciate.

I guess friends can do it. But it takes more than just a friend to walk with you every step of the way doesn't it.

Friday, February 23, 2018

Hi

Even though we’re not together.
I can’t imagine what life would be like
Without you. 

Saturday, January 6, 2018

Why we live

Some people live for life's indulges.

Some live for love.

Whatever it is, we have our own choices. I need to decide