Meanwhile listen to this song

Listen to this song while I get everything sorted out.. lots going on at the moment. Might explain it later.

Turn up your volume :).

"Mata Ashita" - Every Little Thing, lyrics from Jpopasia.com

nani wo suru wake ja nakutemo
konna ni itoshii jikan ga hora
ima koko ni nagarete iru yo
itazura ni warau
shigusa mo, kuchiguse mo zenbu
kimi rashii to omou hodo, suki ni natta

hazukashikute madamada iesou ni wa nai
kedo...
kimi ga omou yori mo kitto, kimi wo
daiji ni omou kara

* "mata ashita" de owaru kyou
zutto issho ni, iretara ii ne.
yuugure ga utsushidashita
futatsu naranda kage wo mitsumenagara
sonna koto wo, omotta n da...

"anmari tokui ja nakute" to
uzumukinagara mo kimi wa kureta
boku ni dake ai no kokochi

honto no honto wa, kitto
kimi dake shika shiranai
soredemo boku wa kimi no subete wo
zutto shinjiteru kara

mou jiki ne meguriaete
futatsu me ni naru fuyu ga kuru kara
samugari na kimi ni boku ga
shite agerareru koto ga aru to ii naa~

korogatte yuku kisetsu no naka ni
ima bokura ga mitsuketa mono wa...

heibon na "atarimae" wo
zutto daiji ni dekitara ii ne
kimi ga ite boku ga ireru
aimokawarazu kyou mo ai shiteru

Happy Valentine's Day

**** WILL UPDATE SOON. LOTS HAPPENING ATM AND I REALLY CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO UPDATE****

Yay, I arrive in Australia on Valentine's day.
Can post again, have lots. Will post later tonight. Got to unpack etc.
Guess I'll start with talking about love and the new blogger title crap w/e thingymajig.

A post before departure

Where to begin... where, where, where...
Been moving around heaps with lots on my mind.
Uhh.. to begin.. I guess I could talk about the title of this post.

I'm going to be traveling to Vietnam on the 20th (Monday) to visit relatives for three weeks. I'm really excited, especially with Tet coming up. Whenever I think about it, I'm reminded of my childhood memories. Perhaps, I could take photos and then post them up here and talk about what I remember.

Next topic!!! I've been listening to heaps of "Every little thing" the Japanese Band whose "Grip!" was an opening for Inuyasha. And here's a recommended playlist for anyone who's interested :), and that's another topic.

Now onto some more serious stuff which revolves some of my beliefs and ideals that I uphold mainly derived from Buddhism...

I've been looking up Vietnamese folklore and stories lately and I think this one is pretty interesting:

http://www.culture-4-travel.com/friendship-story.html

To sum it up, it's about three poor friends who attend the same school. They told each other that if any one of them would ever become successful, they would help the others out. The three friends separate and attend different uhh colleges?
We'll call them Friend A, B and C.
Friend A and B become famous but B is very greedy.
Friend C has no success and remains poor.
Remembering their words, friend A leaves his home and presents himself as a poor person and travels long distances to meet his old friends. B is greedy and treats A very unkindly. C is poor and is very generous to A so in the end A helps out C. B finds out about A's wealth and gives A a visit however A treats him the way B had treated him before. B regrets his action..

Now, this story does raise some rather.. odd questions for me. What does it say about the poor and the rich? If C was rich would he still be as generous?
We may see A as someone we can look up to. But.. it raises another question for me. A treats B in the same manner B had treated him. Is this right of a person? It does raise questions about my beliefs in accordance with Buddhism. In a way, I still think what A did was sort of wrong, but understanding in a more common human mind? I hope that's correct wording for it. If someone treats you wrong, do you treat them in the same way? Or should you be kind to all no matter what? Was that not what the Buddha was like?

Moving on again..

I have huge trust problems. I find it very hard to completely trust a person and trust is easily lost with me. I'm quite wary of a lot of things, very unnecessarily too. I think it's come from the way I've been raised.
I remember a lot times when my parents and friends lied to me as a kid. With my parents lying, I sort of understand that it's for my own benefit... but the extent to which they lied sort of made me very wary of everything till this day. I'm overtly cautious and I reckon it's a huge setback for me.
Lately, with me going to Vietnam, my mum's been telling me a lot about the people in Vietnam and how I should be extremely careful.
I think.. Vietnam needs help.. and I want to help in the future.
My mum tells me a lot about the people of Vietnam. She warns me of druggies, thieves etc over and over again and it makes me feel uneasy. She mentions how people can frame you for being the drug dealer like for example, a person asking you to hold a bag for them.
That's sort of reasonable of her to say... but then she mentions the word "help". She tells me that even if an old lady asks me for help, I should not do it.
I'm in moral conflict....

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Change

aishitai yo itsumo
kakegae no nai mono
egao no afureru mirai e

kimi no iru machi made
densha ni tobinotte
ima sugu ai ni uki tai na

bokura wa tabi o shiteru
shiawase o mitsuke taku te
kokoro ni aoi sora ga tsuzuku kagiri

furisosoi da hikari kanji nagara
mie nai koto me o toji te shimawa nu you ni
souzou shi te saki o mi ni iyuko
kimi to nara doko made mo arui te ikeru kara

tsurai koto atte mo
ganbatte iru kimi wa
mata hitotsu yume ni chikazui ta

aoi sora o miage te
me ippai ni shimi ta namida
wasure zu ni i rare tara tsuyoku nareru

megutte yuku toki o kanji nagara
hitori ja nai kara kawatte ikeru hazu sa
kakae kire nu omoi dakishime te
onaji you de chigau hibi taisetsu ni iki tai

bokura wa tabi o shiteru
shiawase o mitsuke taku te
kokoro ni aoi sora ga tsuduku kagiri

furisosoi da hikari kanji nagara
mie nai koto me o toji te shimawa nu you ni
souzou shi te saki o mi ni iyuko
kimi to nara doko made mo arui te ikeru

I love "Every little thing" now!!!

Nice lil picture

Normal post...

Welp.. haven't done a "normal" post in a while... so here goes :D

"Like is like a camera.. focus on what is important and you will capture it perfectly."

That reminds me of my opinion on photos and memory. I never really liked photos.. couples always took them together etc. I mean... I think that's really sweet and all and I guess I should do it but I really prefer sometimes to remember moments in my memory... because..

Memory does what a camera cannot (this is starting to sound like Module C in English....). Anyways.. with memory.. it really tells me the moments that are really important to me.. bits of my life I never want to let go of. And at times, your memory can change those moments of your life inside your mind and somehow make it better to the point where if you remember it it makes you smile.. (if that makes any sense :S)

Moving on..

Crap..

My mum gives me a lot of what I would deem "crap" about life.. life lessons maybe?
She repeats herself a lot and sometimes it sort of pisses me off..
It's cos.. a lot of what she says.. I don't like to believe it's true..
But.. in the end.. the "crap" is turns out to be right.. It's reality; a lot of what she says.

And it makes me really sad sometimes.. that things don't turn out the way I want them to be as imagined in my head.

yeapyeap

對一個人的一見鍾情 大概有15天左右

如果過了這個時間
你還沒有追到對方
那這份緣份就會減少甚至遺失

對一個人的回憶大概120天左右

如果過了這個時間
你還對那個人念念不忘的話
那麼這個人是你深愛過的人

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只要你在，我就心安。

很多人很多人，他們再耀眼又怎樣，他們都不是你，
紛亂人世，除了你，一切都是背景。

你在哪兒，光就在哪裡。

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