What is responsibility

I’ve had Rex for two weeks as of today. Mum and Dad are already getting sick of him. I wish they tried a little bit harder to accomodate for him. I wish they’d be more patient with him. He is only a puppy after all.

Dad wants to put him on gumtree. I’d say no. This is only just the beginning and I’ll make sure That we’re together. Hopefully for another 10 years or more.

He’s not allowed inside the house and he’ll probably never be allowed in. I wish he could though.

Each night before I sleep I’d sit next to him outside for a bit. He’d come to me and let off a little whimper. He’s lonely. I know what it feels like. But we’ll get through it together. We’ll grow on each other.. Right?

It's rare to find one of these

A JChou song that I seem to like

Pillar of support

I think it's really meaningful to find someone who's always been there to support you when you fall.

That's truly someone you can appreciate.

I guess friends can do it. But it takes more than just a friend to walk with you every step of the way doesn't it.

Hi

Even though we’re not together.

I can’t imagine what life would be like

Without you. 

Why we live

Some people live for life's indulges.

Some live for love.

Whatever it is, we have our own choices. I need to decide

Why can’t I get over my ex?

https://www.google.com.au/amp/s/www.psychologytoday.com/blog/contemporary-psychoanalysis-in-action/201310/why-can-t-i-get-over-my-ex%3famp

It’s a good read and well written. Thanks

My siblings

Many people often wonder why I gotta do so much for my siblings.

I was laying in bed and started crying suddenly. I remembered the times I wasn’t treated properly.

For me, I think I want to give my siblings something that that never had: someone to be there for them. To tell them it’s alright, do your best.

Especially my little brother. When I look at him, I see another chance. When I look at him, I see myself. And I’m given a second chance to guide him so that he turns out into what I wanted to be.
For me, I feel like it’s too late to have what I want. So instead, I’ll do my best to make sure that he doesn’t get hurt.