Birds :D

Birds :D

Today whilst on the bus, I saw two cockatoos sharing food. How sweet and cute <3

Birds are so cool ^^

Stuck in the moment - Justin Bieber

Stuck in the moment - Justin Bieber

Hey guys :). Sorry I don't post much anymore. I have a lot to write, it's just that I don't give a shit about things anymore :S.

Anyways, Justin Bieber's 'Stuck in the moment' is good. Listen to it.

I think I have Bieber fever. I like his songs, I don't like him.

Truly, I wish I had another time, I wish I had another place <3

Lyrics

With you, with you

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

Now Romeo and Juliet
Bet they could never felt the way we felt
Bonnie and Clyde never had the highlight
We do, we do

You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games 'til someone gets hurt
And I don't, I won't let that be you

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?

Now we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
'Cause I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like Adam and Eve, tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny and Cher, I don't care, I got you, baby
See we both fighting every inch of our fiber
'Cause in a way it's gonna end right
But we are both too foolish to stop

Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?

And we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you

See like just because this cold, cold world saying we can't be
Baby, we both have the right to decide we
And I ain't with it

And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convention's telling us to let go
So we'll never know

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place

'Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeah

I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place, oh, no, no

But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
I'm still stuck in the moment with you

Another moment

Another moment

Does anyone have one of those times when you're holding a knife and you feel like running it across your wrist? Or maybe a strong image of you accidentally cutting yourself?

I do. Disturbing.

Heart of a Buddha

Heart of a Buddha

Got this book from PCYC the other day. Some good stuff :D

"Thousands of candles can be
lighted from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not,
be shortened.

Happiness never decreases
by being shared".

I don't know whether I should be happy or sad nowadays. So many thoughts, but I want to learn from these religious Buddhism books; so they become my morals. It's conflicting.

Living to die

Living to die

People say you live to die in the end. They make it sound so plain, hence their life is as plain as that statement.

No, you live to die in the end without any regrets. You leave your mark in this world; whether it'd be your children, or something great you do.

Die without any regrets. Die - happy.

Dear Rain

Dear Rain

Dear rain,

I still love you, and so does nature.

I hope humans have not contaminated rain too much.

I've written poems and stuff on the rain. Poems on the rain makes me emotional :(.

Rain was the last thing I'd have thought to become contaminated by humans.. I was wrong.. I see rain as a great time for nature and myself :) but stupid acid rain..

No strength, no skills, just a brain

No strength, no skills, just a brain

I'm not strong, I'm not particularly good at anything so a brain's all I got left in this world. Those with strength or a particular skill already will achieve highly in life, but even they have to work for it.

My mum always tells me that I can't do things properly such as instructions lol. She calls me weak as well so she tells me to rely on my brain. Brain and education's all I got, so I'm guessing I'm gunna have to start trying harder. Wish me luck.

Someone told me that playing sport keeps you fit, you have fun etc. And that's true. I wish I had started a sport when I was younger. Not too late for soccer.. but I can't be f'ed with sports LOL

I'm a bit down right now.. I don't know.. it's as if I have bipolar lol.. I switch moods so often.

I've noticed that I'm different now too. I don't know what caused me to be different. I feel different.. I think I'm still confused after some events.