I am.. doubt

I am doubt.
I am a bad person.
I instill doubt into others.
Ignore me for your own safety.

I've lost faith in this world. Everything that's happened to me has caused me to lose faith. Or am I the one to blame for losing faith in everything?

I used to have pet birds. They died.
I remember, there were particularly two. I shouldn't have left them. It's my fault and in the end, it was still my fault that they died.
I was away in Canberra and when I came back, one died. The other one, died later when I was home.

When I was in Vietnam, my family bought a dog... to eat. No matter how much I cried, I had no power over it. It died. I looked into its eyes and..

And I was watching Naruto. The episode in which Naruto Vs Pain.
Naruto's a great story. Everything fit's, and there's plenty of morals there. There's faith.

And what really interests me in the fight between Naruto and Pain is this "do you understand my pain". As long as there is love, there is hatred. Hatred is a neverending chain that causes people to seek revenge upon one another.

I hope some day, humans will all understand each other.

For me, I've given up.