Tuesday, September 13, 2016

They're all the same

Some say looks matter, others say personality matters. And the rest say that it's a combination of both.

I've come to look at physical appearance at a different angle. The more I travel and the more I look around, the more I realise that everyone looks the same to me. Perhaps to be a bit more specific, there are some very common physical traits across certain ethnic groups (no shit right). But the more I look into it, the less I appreciate each individual's physical appearance. It's not in the sense that I don't care what they look like.. It's more to do with the fact that everyone looks the same.. I guess it's no joke when they say all Asians or all Caucasians look the same.

So in the end, liking someone has got a lot to do with their personality. For me at least I'd like to think . 

I seem to have lost that spark in me though. That click. It's hard to find someone who appreciates and understands you ain't it, it's asking for too much.

Monday, September 12, 2016

Henry, do people die?

Doing the dishes and the lil kid asks me this question;

Charlie: Henry do people die?

It made me pause for a moment. But I continued and answered him because I wanted to see his reaction.

Henry: Yes Charlie, people do die. Old people die.

Charlie: Oh I don't wanna die..

Henry: That's okay, you're still young. That's why I tell you to go shopping with mum and dad. You should spend more time with them (because you know.. I don't really..).

I don't think he got the idea that my parents were getting old.

Charlie: What will happen to the children if old people die? Will our family stay the say?

I wasn't too sure what he was asking.

Henry: What do you mean?

Charlie: Will we be the same family me, you, sis, dad and mum if we are reborn?

I nearly said no but paused to correct myself and said yes instead.

Sunday, September 11, 2016

How do you do this?

How do you accept failure and accept yourself for who you are?

Is failure all a part of the journey for individual development? I'd like to think of it like that cos it makes me feel better. Cos ya know.. I often do perceive myself as a failure and someone who fails more often then necessary.

So why don't I do something about it? I don't know...

Friday, September 9, 2016

A thought in bed

I guess in many ways.. I'm still just a kid.