Normal post...

Welp.. haven't done a "normal" post in a while... so here goes :D

"Like is like a camera.. focus on what is important and you will capture it perfectly."

That reminds me of my opinion on photos and memory. I never really liked photos.. couples always took them together etc. I mean... I think that's really sweet and all and I guess I should do it but I really prefer sometimes to remember moments in my memory... because..

Memory does what a camera cannot (this is starting to sound like Module C in English....). Anyways.. with memory.. it really tells me the moments that are really important to me.. bits of my life I never want to let go of. And at times, your memory can change those moments of your life inside your mind and somehow make it better to the point where if you remember it it makes you smile.. (if that makes any sense :S)

Moving on..

Crap..

My mum gives me a lot of what I would deem "crap" about life.. life lessons maybe?
She repeats herself a lot and sometimes it sort of pisses me off..
It's cos.. a lot of what she says.. I don't like to believe it's true..
But.. in the end.. the "crap" is turns out to be right.. It's reality; a lot of what she says.

And it makes me really sad sometimes.. that things don't turn out the way I want them to be as imagined in my head.

yeapyeap

對一個人的一見鍾情 大概有15天左右

如果過了這個時間
你還沒有追到對方
那這份緣份就會減少甚至遺失

對一個人的回憶大概120天左右

如果過了這個時間
你還對那個人念念不忘的話
那麼這個人是你深愛過的人

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只要你在，我就心安。

很多人很多人，他們再耀眼又怎樣，他們都不是你，
紛亂人世，除了你，一切都是背景。

你在哪兒，光就在哪裡。

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世界上最幸福的事
莫過於跟自己喜歡的人
聊天聊到睡著

Fighting

I have fought and will continue to fight for you in my own way.

I hate this heavy feeling on my chest though.. I've had it before.. I think I can pull through..

I'm hoping I can..

Cám ơn

Cám ơn Vịnh. Em nói chuyện với anh đúng lúc khi anh buồn va làm anh cười.

I guess.. that is what family are for. It feels great being able to talk to my cousins from Vietnam.
One of them can speak English very well. It makes me feel a lot more at ease having a cousin who can do that..

I wish.. I could tell them things that I tell my friends.. especially you Vịnh. You're a really cheery guy and we have a lot in common. You'd definitely make me cười a bit more.

Futari no Kimochi

Michael Wong

Oh Michael Wong.. you sure can ease a person's pain with your lyrics and composition..

But why are you single..?

I wanna hear your story..

Con đường

Những người bạn người việt đang đọc thư này, mình xin bạn đừng dịch chuyển thư này sang tiếng anh cho người khắc.

Mình sui nghĩ rất nhiều và chòn một con đường.

Mà con đường này có đúng không?

Cả đời mình toản chọn con đương sai. Nghĩ lại thấy buồn lắm.

Bây giờ mình chỉ ước mong được thôi, mà ước mong chắc cũng không được.
Thấy như vậy, mình chỉ có một con đường để chọn thôi... có phải con đường đó mình đi bước một mình không?

Mình thấy, ước mong thành thật thôi hễ minh khó khăn.
Anh không muốn mất em. Anh không muốn làm em đau buồn nữa.
Anh nghĩ và khỏi một mình: Anh có tặng cho em hạnh phúc được không? Anh không biết. Bao giờ anh biết chắc chắn anh tẵng được cái đó cho em thi anh mới được yêu em.

Bây giờ anh nghĩ có người khác cho em được cái đó.

Cả đời mình không có bao giờ chắc chắn. Nghĩ lại thấy buồn lắm... thật là buồn.

Mà anh nghĩ: Hễ tình yêu của em cho anh la thật thì em chở lại bên anh. Anh chờ và ước mong ngày đó tới.  Mà chắc ước mong đó cũng không được đâu.

Did I?

6 years of school.

Lots happened and I've been through heaps,

I've told myself that I want to achieve something big by the end.

I think I did...

and I'm really happy.

For a long while.. I've looked back and I think I lost myself.

I wanna gain parts of it again and I'll be waiting to be taught how to..

Tình yêu chuyển dời

Phải chăng tình yêu là những nổi nhớ
Phải chăng là phút bỡ ngỡ
Phải chăng người đang yêu và được bên nhau mãi

Cùng nhau tay trong tay sánh đôi
Bước đi trên những con đường
Đắm đuối trong tình yêu yêu nhau cho đến ngàn sau

Và rồi thời gian lặng lẽ trôi mãi,
Mãi trôi nào hay biết
Ngỡ như em con đây đang mỉm cười và hạnh phúc
Người từng đã hứa chỉ có anh
Sẽ bên anh đến suốt đời
Thế nhưng sao giờ đây câu chia tay đến thật nhanh

Người hỡi nơi đây anh vẫn mơ
Vẫn mong em trở về đây với anh
Nơi những nỗi nhớ với góc phố ta đã vui đùa
Dù cho trái đất đang xoay dời
Dù cho chiếc lá trôi phương trời
Thì lòng này vẫn mãi thắm thiết yêu mỗi em thôi
Từng phút ấm áp ánh mắt ta đã trao nhau tình nông dưới ánh trăng
Không biết chốn ấy e có còn nhớ như anh vẫn chờ
Từng yêu tha thiết yêu 1 người
Từng mong da diết đến 1 người đã đã từng ở bên anh trong lúc cô đơn bao khó khăn
Mong tìm lại dấu yêu (xin người về nơi chốn xưa )

Lyric by Nguyễn Bình Lập

Hello and goodbye

When you meet a person and you talk to them for a long time.. you grow very fond of them.. perhaps to a point where you like them heaps, or maybe, even love them.

And maybe.. my biggest problem all these times was being able to say hello and not goodbye. You could say that I left rather.. abruptly.

You say hi to someone and you come back, finding yourself another person. Don't you wonder what happened to the other person; the person you never got to say goodbye to and know what had happened to them
It's that feeling.. you feel as if you're lost somehow, I don't know.
You would miss that person heaps wouldn't you? I think that's how I feel/felt. I'm not sure which one it is now. Do I feel or felt that?

I'm always looking for a reason and I still am as to why I'm clinging onto that.
Maybe.. this is it.

Also.. I had only noticed.. I've been having trouble uttering the word 'love'.
I'm still lost.

Every Little Thing

What a nice band name.. and such nice lyrics too.
I feel happy sometimes.. being given the opportunity to have watched Inuyasha and listen to its openings/endings.

Awai sora ga utsushita
Omoi ga kezu me ni tonde kita houseki
Hokori kabutta mama no zutto nemutteta kokoro ga madarete yuku

Kemuri no naka sagashimotomete koi no ANTENA
Negai komete kumorizora o tsukinukete
Hikari o sashita

Daremo shiru koto no nai aoi hoshi o
Yura yura oyoideku
Kedaku mo habataku tori no you ni
Jiyuu sae mote asobu gurai no kiseki

Jareru ka no you ni warau kimi no manazashi ni tokimeki o oboeta yo
Kimi ni deaeta koto wa heibonna boku no nani yori mo mirai de

Kusatte ita nurui kisetsu ni yokotawari
Sabotte ita ukemi darake no seikastu ja
Nani ma kawaranai

Daremo shiru koto no nai aoi hoshi o
Yura yura oyoideku
Kono omoi itoshii kimi no moto e
Toumeina boku ni umarekawaru kiseki

Kemuri no naka sagashimotomete koi no ANTENA
Negai komete kumorizora o tsukinukete
Hikari o sashita

Sore demo kitto
Fuan ya kanashimi o kesayashinai keredo

Semayoi nagara mo aoi hoshi o
Yura yura oyoideku
Kedaku mo habataku tori no you ni
Jiyuu sae moto asobu gurai no kiseki

Tiny Project

Tiny indeed..

I don't know how many of these I'll need for the project.

Or even, I don't even know if I should continue on with it.
It all seems like a bad idea now that I think about it.

I want a proper translation for this

看到當年教室窗口前的你和我
像月亮在黑夜起不了光合作用
若不是Cupid錯射蘋果在你胸口
來時的路會多麼不同

每次交換考卷和你曖昧的交流
多少排列組合只想坐在你身後
若不是當時我們都有一點懵懂
現在的我會多麼不同

溫柔的孩子氣　伴隨那些年光陰
像太陽般和煦　深深溫暖我的心
你笨拙的擦去　我臉上所有淚滴
擁入懷裡　再也不分離




每次交換考卷和你曖昧的交流
多少排列組合只想坐在你身後
若不是當時我們都有一點懵懂
現在的我會多麼不同

倔強的孩子氣　拉遠我們的距離
自己擦乾淚滴　不回頭轉身而去
是命運的結局　還是下一章序曲
看著天燈　緩緩的升起

直到那天喚醒　平行時空的夢境
月光灑滿回憶　我們在星空下　相遇

Free

Welp.. now that I'm free at last, time to be creative :)

Birds

Birds..
There's something about those creatures that always capture my thoughts..
I look up to them cos they're free.
I really like birds. I've had pet birds before. They never stayed with me for long.

Birds die here and there.. but it just so happens that I come across them when they're dead more than others.
Mum came home today and told me that there was a drowning bird and a dead one (well I wouldn't say it was drowning but it was struggling to fly out cos of it's wet wings).
They were in our rainwater buckets.
Mum said that the dead one was there a few days ago.
My dad probably couldn't hear it struggle in the water when he was outside because his hearing sucks.
The one that did die was rather large compared to the one that was still alive.
Perhaps the other one was its mother/father and they were looking for him/her.
I don't know.
I got the bird out and laid it in the sun in hopes that it'll dry off and fly away.
It did.
I hope it doesn't get sick though.. it was a rather tiny bird after all.

As a kid I had always wanted a bird for a pet, one that would fly away and come back to me or even one that wouldn't fly but instead hop around on my shoulders.
The imagination of a kid..

But.. seeing these things.. it takes a part away from me; I seem to somehow lose a bit of myself. I don't know how to describe this feeling..
Is it some form of emptiness? Perhaps..

I really like

信任不是指沒有誤會
而是總會給對方把誤會解釋清楚的機會

I really like some of these quotes.
They're really nice.
I think Chinese writing looks so nice/philosophical in general.
Yeah...

如果他真的喜歡你
他會主動打電話或發簡訊給你
他會在乎你所發生的事情

你快樂時 他就會很開心
你難過時 他比誰都還要擔心

因為他怕會失去你
因為他很在意你
因為愛你 沒什麽值不值得的

On the other hand.. Vietnamese sounds so weird to me.
But I have heard people recite some passages in Vietnamese and it's really effective in the sense that it sounds like poetry. For me, when saying certain things in Vietnamese it is indeed poetic and calming.

If there's..

"If there's someone you truly liked, there will always be a part of your heart that will always belong to them."

:')

I still remember when I first listened to this song..
it was a Thursday..

I want to keep believing.

Life of a tiny animal

Every time there is a tiny ant on me.. or a moth.. in my room or on me.

I try my best to set it free outside.

And every time I do.. it reminds me of someone's words. Long lost words.

Having touched silk worms.. it affected me.
I'm going to raise them once the HSC is over. Just a couple this time..

Also.. I'm hoping that I can start using a piano after the HSC..
I wanna play that instrument and maybe in time.. perhaps, make something that's unique and mine.. something genuinely mine.. something.. none other can claim its theirs.

I really want that feeling again.. for once.. Something to be..

Just mine.

Being apart

I can't blame you Melody.. I'm looking back at those photos you sent me.
Those screen shots of our conversations..
Being apart really sucks..
I don't know how to feel any more..
I stopped saying those sweet things..
Oh I don't know..
I feel so bad that we had to part like this.. I could have made it better.  I really could..
But what am I doing.. sitting here going over the same thing by myself..
This was back when we were in school together.. then it changed.

I did make a promise though. Everything would be better after the HSC. I kept telling myself that.
It really was.. I was able to picture things in my head pretty well..

Now all I ever do is blabber.. Good ol' Henry.
I never liked that aspect about myself.. It's really stupid and immature.

Sigh..

What can I say..?
I made a wish to that blue crystal you gave me Melody. I wish that we'd be happy..
That didn't mean that we would be together.. It just meant that both of us would be happy.
You're happy now.. and I will find that same kind of happiness I hope.

I ask myself sometimes.. why do I write/say these things.. They seem so unlike me..

"why do you even love me..?"

"Cos you can put up with me, and i can put up with you and none of the girls I've loved can do it that?"
:'(
Anyways, I'll try and not post any more of this any more.. I'm sure people get sick of reading this kind of stuff.
I'm just.. really stupid.. and stressed.. and I need someone to be here for me all the time like when you were. It was very sweet of you.

Hehe

Smile :)

My favourite Chinese has got to be Weixiao.
It looks and sounds cool.

A letter to be delivered at 00:00.

Where do I begin..? I don't know.. I've thought about this for a while.. It's been stuck on my mind. A lot's been on my mind lately.. and I really shouldn't have had any space for it but I did.. I don't know why. I'm such an idiot.

I guess.. 

I could start off by saying Happy 20th Birthday Melody.

I hope you have a great day with the people you care about. Don't eat too much spicy food..

I don't know what words are to you.. and how they make you feel.

You can be really cold when you want.. and I'm quite jealous of that..

I wish I was stronger, like you. 

I don't have that much confidence in myself. I wish I did. For a while I thought I did.

You're 20 years old on this day.. and I remember you making a big deal out of it..

Whatever you're doing today.. I won't be a part of it.

I don't think I would've done much even if I had the chance..

HSC exams are coming up so to be honest.. there wasn't much I was planning on doing this year for you even if I had the opportunity. But.. it means a lot to you.. does it?

Ahh.. the HSC.. what does it do to couples.. Or is it the couples that do it to themselves?
I'm not sure..

I've always seen the HSC as a test.. even for couples..

I think.. I didn't manage my time well at all.. and so I've failed a part of this test because I lost something that's dear to me.

But I promised myself that everything would be alright after the HSC is done.. The promise wasn't just for me.. it was for us.

I'm such an idiot for hurting you.. I let my emotions get the better of me.. I wish I could control it..
I've tried and I'm still trying.. I'm jealous that you hold yourself so well. You're happy while I'm stuck here like an idiot. I really wish I could change myself.. but then that would mean I lose myself.. Ahh I'm stupid..

I remember when I first listened to that song.. It sent chills down down my spine.. and it still does..

Thank you Melody.
P.S I didn't make the video.. I don't have the time..

如果你還愛我

我帶著一顆疲憊的心走了
我知道自己在你心裡已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過
也許對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶
我帶著一顆沉重的心走了
我知道自己沒有勇氣道別離
雖然我們曾經擁有過
但是對於你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶
難道早以注定
不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切
只為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我坦白
是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我
我已經感到你不再屬於我
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠

我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開
難道早以注定
不能真正擁有你
難道我真心付出一切
只為了承受孤單和寂寞
我知道你不敢對我坦白
是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我
我已經感到你不再屬於我
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
我只能含著眼淚
默默的離開

Is this right?

Bottling up our sad stories would be the saddest story of all. If someone can listen to your sad stories and accept you for who you are (and who you were), (s)he's a keeper.

It's right.. no regrets though, right?

The right feeling..

There was this feeling.. it felt right every time we hugged..
I don't know if you felt it.. but that was me. I felt really happy and thought that nothing could go wrong.
I was wrong.

Such a nice piano cover :)

Bu hui fen li

There's something about that song which keeps me wanting to listen to it..

It rained today.. Reminds me of the music video..

It hasn't rained in a while.

Feels nice and.. warm..

I MISS YOU

我想有一个美好结果

为何最后总是来不及

相信有一天变成过去

现在分开无所谓

就当一曲短短插曲

我不害怕 反正不会太差

有时候需要放下

才能看见向前的步伐

放手总带不走一些牵挂

一些忘不掉的牵挂

Oh because I miss you
Oh because I miss you
Oh because I miss you

Yes I miss you
Yes I miss you
Yes I miss you

想你在心里种出一棵大数

Yes because I miss you
Yes because I miss you
Yes because I miss you

要走得不能抓得住

我也很想告诉我自己 不能哭

Yes I miss you
Yes I miss you
Yes I miss you

有一天我不会在你掌心

紧紧握住 我们的幸福

我把所有能给的全都付出

我很满足

就算眼泪快要夺眶而出

我会忍住

GUANG LIANG 光良 I MISS YOU lyrics are property and copyright of it's owners and are provided for educational purposes only.

When you're all alone..

When you feel like you're all alone in this world..

Who do you trust? No one.. Who do you doubt? Everyone..

Who can you talk to? No one..

Who talks to you? No one..

I feel so alone and I need someone to talk to me.. but I don't know who because I don't want to talk to any one..

What is a friend..

"Forever Alone"

Lately, this blog has become a place for me to write and for someone to listen to me...

I need to talk to someone.. but I don't know who.

Before, when I needed someone to talk to, you were there.

You could tolerate me and right now I don't know who can. You tolerated me and I felt so much better whenever I saw you..

I'm sorry I hurt you...

But.. my problems are minor.. I think I can self manage. I don't think I have a choice though.
What keeps me going is understanding that my circumstances aren't the worse.

不会分离

There's something about that song..

So many memories flood into my mind when I listen to it..
I'm addicted to it..

I heard this song when we were apart, when we needed each other the most.

What do you do..

What to do..

When you love a girl so much..

That maybe.. you'd want to do something about yourself..

I don't know. I freaking don't know what I'm doing with myself any more..

A mountain..

"his shoulder is there for me and my mountain of problems to lean onto.."

I didn't have that..

I think.. instead.. I was the mountain of problems.

Why is it..

that I feel so empty sometimes..

To doubt is human..

Come to think.. I first started watching Inuyasha and it was in Japanese..

I didn't know what the characters were saying at all.

Somehow... I learned love, hate, jealousy, trust and distrust.. doubt..

Thank you Rumiko Takahashi

Thanks Rumiko for writing Inuyasha, it's a lovely anime.

I learned a lot from Inuyasha.

Despite it being another tale, a Feudal Tale, it taught me a lot about life and love.

Some of these things about life and love aren't necessarily true in real life.. but it gave me hope.
It shaped me for who I am. I'm really surprised by how much it's affected me.

And although those things aren't necessarily true, somehow.. I get a feeling of warmth thanks to Inuyasha.

I should learn to

I should learn to keep my expectations low.. that way I don't get easily disappointed..

All my life, my expectations have been quite high.

One of those things is watching those music videos where there are really happy/powerful endings.

I think to myself. Perhaps one day that can happen to me.

But no, they're all lies.

I remember talking to a person. They said there was no such thing as high school love.
I told them they were wrong.

Turns out I was wrong. Now that I look back at it, I realise how foolish I was.

Inuyasha

"People search a lifetime
To find what we have

Once I was lost and alone
With you, at last I am home"

Found these on an Inuyasha fan page :')

I want to change the world

I'm in love with Inuyasha Music Soundtrack again :D

Sometimes..

I listen to some music and just sit there staring at my desk.

And it's almost as if tears are about to fall out of my eyes.

"Although the concert won't be on the Valentine's Day this year, I want to tell my fans that everyday could be Valentine's, when you have the right person next to you,"

Sometimes, we are willing to forgive a person,

Not that we really willing to forgive them,

But we do not want to lose them.

I remember these songs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZPjyWPYP7s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w0dMz8RBG7g

:'(

I should stop listening to songs for a while..

O_O

謝謝光良寫了這首歌~

最近我最愛的女友離開我了...

我真的好傷心好痛苦！

但是聽了這首歌之後我有了豁然開朗的感覺...

努力告訴自己要加油！

也祝我最愛的女孩能夠幸福快樂~

:'( 2

梁静茹 - 情歌

Lady Bug

Doushite kimi o suki ni natte shimattandarou?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sP4A468sNTU

Another song I watched back in Vietnam with my cousin. This and Yue Ding were the two most memorable songs.

?

I think I'm lost Henry,

or did I find you?

Found the story!

The story of LUU-BINH and DUONG-LE
By Tran Van Dien

Long ago there were two very close friends. One named Luu-Binh, came from a wealthy family; the other, named Duong-Le, came from a pool family.
Knowing that Duong-Le did not have enough money to study, Luu-Binh kindly invited him to come and live with him to help him. Conscious of his poverty, Duong-Le was hard working and industrious while Luu-Binh, satisfied with his wealth, was wasteful and lazy. As expected, when the final examination arrived Luu-Binh failed while Duong-Le succeeded. He then became a high-ranking official and lived comfortably in a big house in the capital.
Luu-Binh went on with his idle, wasteful and extravagant way of life. Soon he had squandered all his fortune and was still not graduated. Reduced to bare poverty, Luu-Binh then remembered his old friend, now a high ranking official. So he made the trip to the capital and called at Duong-Le's to ask for help. Duong-Le pretended to be cold and indifferent because he knew his friend too well. If he helped him at once he would be always lazy.
"You're not my friend. All my friends are rich and important people not poor and ignorant like you." he shouted at Luu-Binh contemptuously. He then called: "Guards! See the man out. Give him some leftover rice and salt!"


Ashamed and disappointed to see that his friend was not too proud to remember their lifelong friendship, Luu-Binh sadly returned to his village, determined to study hard so that he would one day erase this shame.
In the meantime Duong-Le told his beautiful third wife, Chau-Long to dress as a girl selling silk, to go to Luu-Binh`s village, get acquainted with Luu-Binh and then propose to stay with him. She would be selling silk and supporting him while he was studying. She also promised that they would become husband and wife once he successfully completed his studies. Encouraged by that promise, Luu-Binh studied hard day and night. It was not long before the examination came again and Luu-Binh passed it. As soon as he heard the result he hurried home to share the good news with Chau-Long only to find that she had disappeared. Later on, Luu-Binh, too, was invited to serve as a high ranking official. But he did not forget the shame Duong-Le had caused him in the past. So he went to Duong-Le's to seek revenge. Duong-Le treated him completely differently when he arrived. This time he greeted him with open arms. He did not mind his friend's harsh words. Patiently waiting for his friend to calm down, Duong-Le then called his wife Chau-Long out to introduce her to his friend. Only then did Luu-Binh realize that Duong-Le, a true friend, had really helped him complete his studies. Both friends ran to each other and hugged each other tightly.

Yay

My grandfather

I don't know much about my paternal grandfather. It seems as if he's just a figment of my memory.

I don't remember much about him. And with the things I do, I question if those memories are real.

I write a lot of my stories about those memories. My grandfather's in it and it feels warm for some reason.

I just found out recently his full name was Tong Van Hien. He named me and I'm glad. I'm scared that Vietnam's gunna be lost to me soon.

Anyways, besides the topic here's a nice story I remembered that my dad forced me to read back when I was 7. It was in Vietnamese and I don't remember much of it but I'll do my best. I think the story was set in China and translated into Vietnamese because it had commanders and stuff.

Anyways, back then in China I think people would exams to become war commanders. There were two particular friends. Friend 1 was very hardworking while Friend 2 was lazy. By the time of the exam, the second friend failed whilst friend one did really well and became a really powerful commander in time. So the Friend 2 ended up being quite poor. Seeing his friend's state, the first friend felt sorry for him so he told his wife to help him out. His wife sat outside of the second friend's house and pretended that her house was burnt down and she had no place to live. He took her in because he felt sorry for her. She made took care of him by making food for him etc. He decided to study really hard because of this and eventually he tried out for the exam again. This time he made it in and he had plans of marrying the girl. But then she revealed that she was married to the First friend.
Idk what happened after that.

年轮

我种下 一棵关于爱的树苗
每一天 阳光都会与我说话
呵护着 脆弱的成长时刻
等待着 成为坚强的大树

在相遇的夜晚我来到 你床前挂上一道彩虹
当你迷失方向的时候 我的心会是最温暖的家

一圈又一圈 圈起你在我的心里面
数数看 年轮就是我爱你的痕迹
一片又一片的树叶就像是
我的 思念 随季节泛黄变回忆


我种下 一棵关于爱的树苗
每一天 阳光都会与我说话
呵护着 脆弱的成长时刻
等待着 成为坚强的大树

在相遇的夜晚我来到 你床前挂上一道彩虹
当你迷失方向的时候 我的心会是最温暖的家

一圈又一圈 圈起你在我的心里面
数数看 年轮就是我爱你的痕迹
一片又一片的树叶就像是
我的 思念 随季节泛黄变回忆


一圈又一圈 圈起你在我的心里面
数数看 年轮就是我爱你的痕迹
一片又一片的树叶就像是
我的 思念 随季节泛黄变回忆

Love is like a sapling. It starts off tiny but if you nurture it it will grow into a tree.

I have mixed feelings about this song.
 I suck at taking care of things.

Hmmm..

Vietnam War

..

Broken string, how can I practise?
My feeling, you already cannot hear it
Your change
Is like a broken string
No matter how it is connected again
The sound is wrong
Your change, I can distinguish it

I am silent
You also don't have much to say
What is missing between us?
Don't say
Ai yo
After smiling
My expression eventually has some sadness
(Holding your hand)
Ask you if you are certain and then leave again

I suddenly smile with my mind at rest
The sound of the laughter flies around halfway up a hill
Dancing and tossing about in the wind
Come in front of you and circle you
Your tears fall downwards
Saying that you will remember my goodness
I curve the corner my mouth to smile

Your beauty has already been given to whom?
Chase and chase, I cannot get it back
I understand the leaf that leaves the tree belongs to the world of the ground
Withers

Broken string, play it again
My world, you are not inside it
My fingertips have already got callus by playing
Still I have no way to keep you by my side

Broken string, how can I practise?
My feeling, you already cannot hear it
Your change
Is like a broken string
No matter how it is connected again
The sound is wrong
Your change, I can distinguish it

by Ho@multistars.com

Buddha

Lately.. I don't think I've made much progression with anything.

Life seems very still now. It seems like I'm back to square one.

I'm back to the square of questioning everything. I feel closer to myself and the thoughts that I have.
Feels nice... I question a lot of things now. Staying still and being with myself seems to solve everything now.

If I had a chance.. I wish I could talk to the Buddha. 

回憶裡的瘋狂

回憶裡的瘋狂

聽朋友聊起你的近況 我貼近了溫暖的時空
年少追的夢都已塵封 一點一點守在我心中

再沒說過要跟隨走到世界盡頭 再沒做過誰門前的等候
幾次愛過越傷過越不會痛 我已不是最初那個我

心裡有一個屬於你的地方 在我們最無畏的歲月閃著光
那一天狂頑的雨淋濕你的倔強 吻著你我吻著天堂

知道你現在過得不錯 我也有我想要的生活
也許一生都不再重逢 你的笑容永在我心中

感謝有你在回憶裡的瘋狂
感謝那一段回憶裡的瘋狂
不管我走了多遠都不會遺忘
那一天你讓彩虹劃過你的淚光
我不想讓你再受傷

你是我最初的嚮往

:')

I'm sorry

A good read :)

http://www.psychologytoday.com/articles/200909/go-ahead-say-youre-sorry

:D

You brought it to me

I remember when I was in Vietnam and I was lying in bed with my cousin listening to a music program..

Michael Wong's Yue Ding came on and I found it very sweet..

Never heard that song again until two years ago..

I was lying in bed talking to you and asked you if you knew the song..

You linked me Fairy Tale and then Yue Ding..

And I never stopped listening to those songs.. I never got to sing them to you properly...

Happy Aniversary

Happy second year Melody..

I love you very much :')

And will never forget you no matter what you say.

So lonely

And sad and empty..

...

Mình thật buồn. Mà em không cần lo nữa.

Cứ đi đi :)

I did believe

I even wished too.

In the end

In the end.. no matter how hard you try,

Such a thing does not exist.

Life lesson learned :)

Con Rùa Em Tặng Anh

Anh nhó có một khi anh nhin thấy con rùa đó và anh muốn rất nhiều. Anh xin em cho anh một con rùa đó vì nó dễ thương.

Em nói ừ, và hôm ngày sinh nhật của anh, em bước một mình đến anh va đưa cho anh.

Anh nhớ ngày đó vì hôm đò là kỷ niệm của anh rất quan trọng. Mà anh ngu, và đáng mất con rùa đó.
Bây giờ anh buồn vì anh làm mất quà tặng đó.

There are times in life when you feel really stupid. You want to say sorry and make it up to that person but you don't know how. Growing older somehow does make you wiser.

I hope I treasure things better now.

Asian Parent Logic

So.. Sister goes tutoring, dad complains that I don't check her work.
I tell him the tutor can do that and then I can go over the questions with her after.
But he wants me to check it before handing in to the tutor.
What's the bloody difference. It's only primary school.

I suck

It really sucks.. I suck.
Every time there's a huge exam, I get sick.
Expand more when I feel well..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQIfBJVFTWE

I'm sorry

I'm sorry.. I really am

When it rains

When it rains.. it's a pain in the ass to ride home cos I'd have to ride my bike with one hand while the other holds an umbrella to cover my bag.

And besides the fact that I'll catch all these sorts of diseases when riding in the rain, it's quite fun... I feel refreshed and it makes me... happy.. if that's the right word.

Rain's a time when things liven up. Everything seems greener to me.

Weee

"There is no greater love or lesser love, for they are part of the Universal Love. When one feels pain, he knows how to feel for others, when one is stubborn, he learns to let go".

Happy Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day Melody

I love you very much <3>

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EctVNjFOOAk

Louis Pasteur

All my respect to this man!
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v69/kymied/Louis_Pasteur.jpg

I want to be

When I was a little kid, there was a story on Paris by Night. I can't remember it quite well but there was a boy who becomes a priest. His mother was a greedy person who was sent to hell. She treated him quite badly, but despite all that, he travels a long distance to save her.

There's a moral. I'm probably incapable of morals at times. But.. I do wanna become a better person. Slowly, step by step.

No matter how bad others treat me, I will try to forgive them with all honesty and sincerity and help them when I can.

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Có những giản đơn không thể nói bằng lời
Có những nỗi đau không thốt lên thành tiếng
Có những phút tâm tư, hoài niệm

Sometimes.. language is really.. pretty, especially Vietnamese. It's meaningful but when someone says it out loud.. it just doesn't have the same effect. lol

The existence of this blog

Lately.. I've been questioning the existence of this blog.

First post was on the2nd of November 2009. That's.. 4 years ago when I was in year 8.

A lot of shit happened near the end of year 7 and it moved on into year 8 and so. I can't quite remember the events which happened during this time.

I've always thought how.. depressing we are and how helpless we are as humans in saving ourselves but I'd never thought of sharing these ideas with others.. o.o

There must have been a good reason though.. I think I was really pissed with something. I'd never thought my views towards this world would be.. that bad..

But really..  I feel quite sad all of a sudden sometimes about this place I live in.
And you know.. the way I feel it helps me believe that there once was a man who became the Buddha but at the same time I question how his teachings work.

I'm an introvert and I don't know the reasons as to why. But.. when I do go out..usually bad things happen.

I think it's just better if I stay home and don't hurt others or myself. That part is entirely true.
When I do go out, I see homeless people but I have this mindset of being helpless. What can I do about it?

There is this one particular homeless man (I believe he's homeless) that I see quite often at Cabramatta. On a rainy night, I saw him sitting by himself under little shelter eating some dessert-rice thing for dinner. I hope it was just dessert after a proper dinner, I really do. And that's all I can do right? Hope.

But I usually come to a sad conclusion that what I see is what there is. I can't say the man is feeling miserable right?

It's all a conflict. And somehow.. I believe so is this blog.

Finally..

Although shit has been happening home lately.. I feel pretty happy that I've been able to contact my cousins.

I'll expand on this when I'm bothered :D

I want to

I want to talk to you but at the same time I don't want to talk to you.

Reunited

Reunited with one of my favourite songs :D:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xc1R117g7vo

Chinese version of it too :O
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIV2iGZUMJU

Flowers in the garden