I am doubt.
I am a bad person.
I instill doubt into others.
Ignore me for your own safety.
I've lost faith in this world. Everything that's happened to me has caused me to lose faith. Or am I the one to blame for losing faith in everything?
I used to have pet birds. They died.
I remember, there were particularly two. I shouldn't have left them. It's my fault and in the end, it was still my fault that they died.
I was away in Canberra and when I came back, one died. The other one, died later when I was home.
When I was in Vietnam, my family bought a dog... to eat. No matter how much I cried, I had no power over it. It died. I looked into its eyes and..
And I was watching Naruto. The episode in which Naruto Vs Pain.
Naruto's a great story. Everything fit's, and there's plenty of morals there. There's faith.
And what really interests me in the fight between Naruto and Pain is this "do you understand my pain". As long as there is love, there is hatred. Hatred is a neverending chain that causes people to seek revenge upon one another.
I hope some day, humans will all understand each other.
For me, I've given up.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Saturday, December 10, 2011
The irony
What's really weird is how people have been crying cos their friends are leaving. God damn it. It's not the last day of school - next week is.
Wanna see each other? There's no better place than school cos guess what, we're totally gonna do work next week.
Bunch of sobs.
Wanna see each other? There's no better place than school cos guess what, we're totally gonna do work next week.
Bunch of sobs.
Friday, December 9, 2011
This world
This world is so cruel.
They say dreams are a way of escaping the brutality of life. For me, even in dreams the pain of a heartache never seems to end. Perhaps, death really is the only escape to this very long journey.
Are heartaches a metaphorical or literal term to express how one feels. I don't know. Perhaps we all feel differently when our heart is aching. For me, there is this very heavy feeling on the heart but maybe thats just me and my mind.
Fuck this.
They say dreams are a way of escaping the brutality of life. For me, even in dreams the pain of a heartache never seems to end. Perhaps, death really is the only escape to this very long journey.
Are heartaches a metaphorical or literal term to express how one feels. I don't know. Perhaps we all feel differently when our heart is aching. For me, there is this very heavy feeling on the heart but maybe thats just me and my mind.
Fuck this.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
A story
I heard this story from my Shaolin teacher and it goes:
There were once four horses and along with them were four masters.
The first master would order his horse to move. It would move.
The second horse would only move when it saw the shadow of its master holding the whip.
The third horse would only move when its master began to whip it.
The fourth and final horse did not move at all, even when its master continuously whipped it.
Moral: humans, including myself are these horses. Rarely are there the fourth horses, yet rarely are there the first horses; We need to be in pain or trouble before we act.
There were once four horses and along with them were four masters.
The first master would order his horse to move. It would move.
The second horse would only move when it saw the shadow of its master holding the whip.
The third horse would only move when its master began to whip it.
The fourth and final horse did not move at all, even when its master continuously whipped it.
Moral: humans, including myself are these horses. Rarely are there the fourth horses, yet rarely are there the first horses; We need to be in pain or trouble before we act.
Love is
Love is a trap: so easy to fall in yet so hard to get out.
If you don't try to get out, you'd be stuck in a pit of memories and desire forever.
Then you die.
I only want to be loved. Is it that hard to ask for?
If you don't try to get out, you'd be stuck in a pit of memories and desire forever.
Then you die.
I only want to be loved. Is it that hard to ask for?
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Tests
Tests at the very best, do not tell you a person's intelligence. Instead, it shows how we are all humans.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Sunday, October 16, 2011
Lãng Quên Mùa Đông - You've forgotten Winter
Lãng Quên Mùa Đông - You've forgotten Winter
Một mùa đông qua,lòng ta thấy xót xa, - a winter has passed, my heart seems to ache.
Chợt nghĩ đến những ngày mùa đông mà anh có em kề bên, I think about the winter days when you are right by me
Mình cùng nhau vẽ nên,tình yêu có trong bức tranh tình, Together, we write the chapter of our love
Mình được gần nhau,mùa đông chẵng thấy giá băng.
Rồi người ra đi,mang theo mùa đông của anh,
Một mùa đông mà anh cảm thấy hạnh phúc nhất trong đời anh,
Người đã đến và cho đời anh ,phút giây mà anh rất cần.
Giờ người đi bỏ quên mùa đông,anh lẻ loi.
ĐK
Người đã ra đi, mang theo mùa đông, của anh,
Người nỡ quên sao, tim anh giờ đây, rã rời,
Nói đi em,cho anh một câu người yêu dấu,
Vì sao em bỏ quên mùa đông hạnh phúc.
ở phương xa em ơi từ khi vắng em,
tháng năm trôi ,nơi đây mình anh lặng thầm.
mùa đông đến lòng anh, càng nhớ về em,
vì yêu em anh luôn mong chờ đơn phương,
dù biết em đã quên rồi.
Một mùa đông qua,lòng ta thấy xót xa, - a winter has passed, my heart seems to ache.
Chợt nghĩ đến những ngày mùa đông mà anh có em kề bên, I think about the winter days when you are right by me
Mình cùng nhau vẽ nên,tình yêu có trong bức tranh tình, Together, we write the chapter of our love
Mình được gần nhau,mùa đông chẵng thấy giá băng.
Rồi người ra đi,mang theo mùa đông của anh,
Một mùa đông mà anh cảm thấy hạnh phúc nhất trong đời anh,
Người đã đến và cho đời anh ,phút giây mà anh rất cần.
Giờ người đi bỏ quên mùa đông,anh lẻ loi.
ĐK
Người đã ra đi, mang theo mùa đông, của anh,
Người nỡ quên sao, tim anh giờ đây, rã rời,
Nói đi em,cho anh một câu người yêu dấu,
Vì sao em bỏ quên mùa đông hạnh phúc.
ở phương xa em ơi từ khi vắng em,
tháng năm trôi ,nơi đây mình anh lặng thầm.
mùa đông đến lòng anh, càng nhớ về em,
vì yêu em anh luôn mong chờ đơn phương,
dù biết em đã quên rồi.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
More Memories of Vietnam
Every time I return to Vietnam for a vacation, more and more people disappear from my life. More and more people remain only in my memories. Eventually, I'll have nothing but memories of people. I feel disconnected from my cousins already, and it seems as if in the future, I won't even know where my cousins are in Vietnam.
Anyways, my great grandma died due to heart failure. She was 98.
I hear my parents always fending her from people telling her off back in Vietnam. She doesn't have any teeth, imagine that. It's really hard to eat.
My grandma was diagnosed with bowel cancer. She made it through, but it's been extremely rough, especially with all the possible lies the people make in Vietnam for money. It's sorta sickening. She's still alive, but I don't know how long. I will miss her. There's a tradition in the Vietnamese culture, and I'm sure it's like this for many other cultures. This tradition requires the woman who gets married to live with the mother-in-law's house. I've lived a great life in her house while in Vietnam, but I cannot say the same for my mum. It is my mum that's put the blood and sweat into raising me, so I don't really know who's side I'm on. Anyways, I hope my grandma the best remaining life and I hope I see her soon. There's this song that kindergarten kids sing. I remember it quite well and it goes:
"Bà ơi bà, chắu yêu bà lắm.
Tóc bà trắng mà trằng như mây.
Chắu yêu bà, chắu nặm bàn tay.
Khi chắu vâng lời, chắu biết bà vui."
And it translates into:
Grandma, grandma, I love you very much.
Your hair is white, white like the clouds.
I love you, I hold your hands.
When I listen to you, I know you're happy.
And then there's my grandma-in-law. She's had heart problems and got surgery last year. She said she wanted to die so that we didn't have to spend so much money. She made it through, and I wish her the very best of luck too.
One of my uncles died a few weeks ago due to high blood pressure. He was drinking wine with some friends, when he suddenly fell down. My mum tells me how hard-working this man is, and I know, cos I see it in his son. Whenever there was a task, this man was around. Whether it was renovating the house, building one or just normal tasks. He didn't use a lot of money. He didn't like the idea of having to borrow from others. Although he had a family, he had this idea that only he could count on himself. And it's true, that's all he could. He was a lonely man living in a world by himself. My mum said she'd send him some money by the end of the year. That's not possible any more. She said how grateful the guy was when she said that. I remember, once, I had this bamboo stick. I was on the stairs and it accidentally slipped out of my hands and it fell to the first floor. My uncle was lying there sleeping and it just missed him. Thank fucking god, no joke. My mum told me a story:
My uncle, Vân, was helping out with the houses or something. My other uncle bought some wine and shared it with the other works. My uncle Vân didn't get any of that, nor was he even invited. His hard work is never appreciated. Rest in peace Uncle.
And I've mentioned this lady before. She's like my next door neighbour. The 2nd last time I went back to Vietnam, I remember her yelling at for sparing a mouse, instead of killing it. Mice in Vietnam was a huge pest. The last time I came back, she was blind. All she does is sit around now or sleep. It made a tear fall out of my eyes - how much people were changing, how people are so different now.
People just keep passing away, and I can't help it. I don't see them often either. The next time I go back, more faces will disappear and more will change.
Moving onto some memories.
I remember when it was Chinese New Year, I went to my grandma-in-law and she gave me red pocket. I remember the house back then vaguely. It had a straw roof, cement floors - the type you'd sorta find on the roads.
I remember another time, when I went to my grandma-in-law's house for dinner. We sat outside on the verandah in the cool weather. We crouched around and ate, with only a lamp to illuminate the darkness.
That's it for now.
Anyways, my great grandma died due to heart failure. She was 98.
I hear my parents always fending her from people telling her off back in Vietnam. She doesn't have any teeth, imagine that. It's really hard to eat.
My grandma was diagnosed with bowel cancer. She made it through, but it's been extremely rough, especially with all the possible lies the people make in Vietnam for money. It's sorta sickening. She's still alive, but I don't know how long. I will miss her. There's a tradition in the Vietnamese culture, and I'm sure it's like this for many other cultures. This tradition requires the woman who gets married to live with the mother-in-law's house. I've lived a great life in her house while in Vietnam, but I cannot say the same for my mum. It is my mum that's put the blood and sweat into raising me, so I don't really know who's side I'm on. Anyways, I hope my grandma the best remaining life and I hope I see her soon. There's this song that kindergarten kids sing. I remember it quite well and it goes:
"Bà ơi bà, chắu yêu bà lắm.
Tóc bà trắng mà trằng như mây.
Chắu yêu bà, chắu nặm bàn tay.
Khi chắu vâng lời, chắu biết bà vui."
And it translates into:
Grandma, grandma, I love you very much.
Your hair is white, white like the clouds.
I love you, I hold your hands.
When I listen to you, I know you're happy.
And then there's my grandma-in-law. She's had heart problems and got surgery last year. She said she wanted to die so that we didn't have to spend so much money. She made it through, and I wish her the very best of luck too.
One of my uncles died a few weeks ago due to high blood pressure. He was drinking wine with some friends, when he suddenly fell down. My mum tells me how hard-working this man is, and I know, cos I see it in his son. Whenever there was a task, this man was around. Whether it was renovating the house, building one or just normal tasks. He didn't use a lot of money. He didn't like the idea of having to borrow from others. Although he had a family, he had this idea that only he could count on himself. And it's true, that's all he could. He was a lonely man living in a world by himself. My mum said she'd send him some money by the end of the year. That's not possible any more. She said how grateful the guy was when she said that. I remember, once, I had this bamboo stick. I was on the stairs and it accidentally slipped out of my hands and it fell to the first floor. My uncle was lying there sleeping and it just missed him. Thank fucking god, no joke. My mum told me a story:
My uncle, Vân, was helping out with the houses or something. My other uncle bought some wine and shared it with the other works. My uncle Vân didn't get any of that, nor was he even invited. His hard work is never appreciated. Rest in peace Uncle.
And I've mentioned this lady before. She's like my next door neighbour. The 2nd last time I went back to Vietnam, I remember her yelling at for sparing a mouse, instead of killing it. Mice in Vietnam was a huge pest. The last time I came back, she was blind. All she does is sit around now or sleep. It made a tear fall out of my eyes - how much people were changing, how people are so different now.
People just keep passing away, and I can't help it. I don't see them often either. The next time I go back, more faces will disappear and more will change.
Moving onto some memories.
I remember when it was Chinese New Year, I went to my grandma-in-law and she gave me red pocket. I remember the house back then vaguely. It had a straw roof, cement floors - the type you'd sorta find on the roads.
I remember another time, when I went to my grandma-in-law's house for dinner. We sat outside on the verandah in the cool weather. We crouched around and ate, with only a lamp to illuminate the darkness.
That's it for now.
Saturday, August 13, 2011
A wish
A wish
I once asked a friend "If you had one wish, what would you wish for?"
The person replied "I wish for the person I love to love me back"
I told the friend "Don't wish for that. Is that really love? Is love something that should be manipulated? Instead, why don't you wish for a happy life. That way, wherever life takes you, you will be happy."
I think a moral could be learned from that.
Anyways, onto some real life things. I was thinking how evolution doesn't work well for humans anymore. I guess it's because we are the only known animal that realises existence. As a result, we cone up ways to survive that no other than animal can. Eg the use of medicine to cure sickness.
Because of this, "survival of the fittest" does not apply anymore. Both the fit and unfit survive. The unfit continues to pass its genes and the offspring has a chance of beong "unfit" as well.
All in all, I'm saying that we're tampering with nature so natural evolution does not work properly for humans anymore.
I once asked a friend "If you had one wish, what would you wish for?"
The person replied "I wish for the person I love to love me back"
I told the friend "Don't wish for that. Is that really love? Is love something that should be manipulated? Instead, why don't you wish for a happy life. That way, wherever life takes you, you will be happy."
I think a moral could be learned from that.
Anyways, onto some real life things. I was thinking how evolution doesn't work well for humans anymore. I guess it's because we are the only known animal that realises existence. As a result, we cone up ways to survive that no other than animal can. Eg the use of medicine to cure sickness.
Because of this, "survival of the fittest" does not apply anymore. Both the fit and unfit survive. The unfit continues to pass its genes and the offspring has a chance of beong "unfit" as well.
All in all, I'm saying that we're tampering with nature so natural evolution does not work properly for humans anymore.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
A day...
A day...
First of all some good news. I'd like to thank all those who wished me a Happy Birthday. I'm 16 haha. I remembered when I told myself what I would do when I turn 16. Those were all words.. nothing more..
Thank you.
Bad news now.
I won't be updating this blog for a while because some stuff happened today. I won't be updating till 'this' day comes. It's nothing really to Kim. Happy Birthday Yến, on a side note. Anyways, I talked to Mr Davies today. I contemplated today and my mum told me stuff today.
I'll be updating my edublog when I am told to at http://thegrinchlovesyou10.edublogs.org
I hope that's it. Anyways, I'll write on this post on the day that thing happens. Sigh.
First of all some good news. I'd like to thank all those who wished me a Happy Birthday. I'm 16 haha. I remembered when I told myself what I would do when I turn 16. Those were all words.. nothing more..
Thank you.
Bad news now.
I won't be updating this blog for a while because some stuff happened today. I won't be updating till 'this' day comes. It's nothing really to Kim. Happy Birthday Yến, on a side note. Anyways, I talked to Mr Davies today. I contemplated today and my mum told me stuff today.
I'll be updating my edublog when I am told to at http://thegrinchlovesyou10.edublogs.org
I hope that's it. Anyways, I'll write on this post on the day that thing happens. Sigh.
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Birds :D
Birds :D
Today whilst on the bus, I saw two cockatoos sharing food. How sweet and cute <3
Birds are so cool ^^
Today whilst on the bus, I saw two cockatoos sharing food. How sweet and cute <3
Birds are so cool ^^
Monday, May 23, 2011
Stuck in the moment - Justin Bieber
Stuck in the moment - Justin Bieber
Hey guys :). Sorry I don't post much anymore. I have a lot to write, it's just that I don't give a shit about things anymore :S.
Anyways, Justin Bieber's 'Stuck in the moment' is good. Listen to it.
I think I have Bieber fever. I like his songs, I don't like him.
Truly, I wish I had another time, I wish I had another place <3
Lyrics
With you, with you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Now Romeo and Juliet
Bet they could never felt the way we felt
Bonnie and Clyde never had the highlight
We do, we do
You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games 'til someone gets hurt
And I don't, I won't let that be you
Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
'Cause I know you can't love me here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like Adam and Eve, tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny and Cher, I don't care, I got you, baby
See we both fighting every inch of our fiber
'Cause in a way it's gonna end right
But we are both too foolish to stop
Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?
And we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like just because this cold, cold world saying we can't be
Baby, we both have the right to decide we
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convention's telling us to let go
So we'll never know
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
'Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeah
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place, oh, no, no
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
I'm still stuck in the moment with you
Hey guys :). Sorry I don't post much anymore. I have a lot to write, it's just that I don't give a shit about things anymore :S.
Anyways, Justin Bieber's 'Stuck in the moment' is good. Listen to it.
I think I have Bieber fever. I like his songs, I don't like him.
Truly, I wish I had another time, I wish I had another place <3
Lyrics
With you, with you
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
Now Romeo and Juliet
Bet they could never felt the way we felt
Bonnie and Clyde never had the highlight
We do, we do
You and I, both know it can't work
It's all fun and games 'til someone gets hurt
And I don't, I won't let that be you
Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?
Now we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
'Cause I know you can't love me here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like Adam and Eve, tragedy was a destiny
Like Sonny and Cher, I don't care, I got you, baby
See we both fighting every inch of our fiber
'Cause in a way it's gonna end right
But we are both too foolish to stop
Now you don't wanna let go
And I don't wanna let you know
There might be something real between us two
Who knew?
And we don't wanna fall
But we're tripping in our hearts
And it's reckless and clumsy
And I know you can't love me here
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
'Cause I'm still stuck in the moment with you
See like just because this cold, cold world saying we can't be
Baby, we both have the right to decide we
And I ain't with it
And I don't wanna be so old and gray
Reminiscing 'bout these better days
But convention's telling us to let go
So we'll never know
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place
'Cause everything we did
And everything we have is stuck in the moment
Yeah
I wish we had another time
I wish we had another place, oh, no, no
But everything we have is stuck in the moment
And there's nothing my heart can do
To fight with time and space
I'm still stuck in the moment with you
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Another moment
Another moment
Does anyone have one of those times when you're holding a knife and you feel like running it across your wrist? Or maybe a strong image of you accidentally cutting yourself?
I do. Disturbing.
Does anyone have one of those times when you're holding a knife and you feel like running it across your wrist? Or maybe a strong image of you accidentally cutting yourself?
I do. Disturbing.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Heart of a Buddha
Heart of a Buddha
Got this book from PCYC the other day. Some good stuff :D
"Thousands of candles can be
lighted from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not,
be shortened.
Happiness never decreases
by being shared".
I don't know whether I should be happy or sad nowadays. So many thoughts, but I want to learn from these religious Buddhism books; so they become my morals. It's conflicting.
Got this book from PCYC the other day. Some good stuff :D
"Thousands of candles can be
lighted from a single candle,
and the life of the candle will not,
be shortened.
Happiness never decreases
by being shared".
I don't know whether I should be happy or sad nowadays. So many thoughts, but I want to learn from these religious Buddhism books; so they become my morals. It's conflicting.
Monday, May 2, 2011
Living to die
Living to die
People say you live to die in the end. They make it sound so plain, hence their life is as plain as that statement.
No, you live to die in the end without any regrets. You leave your mark in this world; whether it'd be your children, or something great you do.
Die without any regrets. Die - happy.
People say you live to die in the end. They make it sound so plain, hence their life is as plain as that statement.
No, you live to die in the end without any regrets. You leave your mark in this world; whether it'd be your children, or something great you do.
Die without any regrets. Die - happy.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Dear Rain
Dear Rain
Dear rain,
I still love you, and so does nature.
I hope humans have not contaminated rain too much.
I've written poems and stuff on the rain. Poems on the rain makes me emotional :(.
Rain was the last thing I'd have thought to become contaminated by humans.. I was wrong.. I see rain as a great time for nature and myself :) but stupid acid rain..
Dear rain,
I still love you, and so does nature.
I hope humans have not contaminated rain too much.
I've written poems and stuff on the rain. Poems on the rain makes me emotional :(.
Rain was the last thing I'd have thought to become contaminated by humans.. I was wrong.. I see rain as a great time for nature and myself :) but stupid acid rain..
No strength, no skills, just a brain
No strength, no skills, just a brain
I'm not strong, I'm not particularly good at anything so a brain's all I got left in this world. Those with strength or a particular skill already will achieve highly in life, but even they have to work for it.
My mum always tells me that I can't do things properly such as instructions lol. She calls me weak as well so she tells me to rely on my brain. Brain and education's all I got, so I'm guessing I'm gunna have to start trying harder. Wish me luck.
Someone told me that playing sport keeps you fit, you have fun etc. And that's true. I wish I had started a sport when I was younger. Not too late for soccer.. but I can't be f'ed with sports LOL
I'm a bit down right now.. I don't know.. it's as if I have bipolar lol.. I switch moods so often.
I've noticed that I'm different now too. I don't know what caused me to be different. I feel different.. I think I'm still confused after some events.
I'm not strong, I'm not particularly good at anything so a brain's all I got left in this world. Those with strength or a particular skill already will achieve highly in life, but even they have to work for it.
My mum always tells me that I can't do things properly such as instructions lol. She calls me weak as well so she tells me to rely on my brain. Brain and education's all I got, so I'm guessing I'm gunna have to start trying harder. Wish me luck.
Someone told me that playing sport keeps you fit, you have fun etc. And that's true. I wish I had started a sport when I was younger. Not too late for soccer.. but I can't be f'ed with sports LOL
I'm a bit down right now.. I don't know.. it's as if I have bipolar lol.. I switch moods so often.
I've noticed that I'm different now too. I don't know what caused me to be different. I feel different.. I think I'm still confused after some events.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Fairy Days
Fairy Days
I borrowed a poetry book from the library. It's really good. Anyways, I'd like to share with you all a poem by William Makepeace Thackeray. William Thackeray, I'm pretty sure I've seen his last name before.
The poem is called 'Fairy Days'.
Beside the old hall-fire - upon my nurse's knee,
Of happy fairy days, what tales were told to me!
I thought the world was once all peopled with princesses,
And my heart would beat to hear their loves and their distresses;
And many a quiet night, in slumber sweet and deep,
The pretty fairy people would visit me in sleep.
I saw them in my dreams, come flying east and west,
With wondrous fairy gifts the new-born babe they blessed:
One has brought a jewel and one a crown of gold,
And one has brought a curse, but she is wrinkled and old.
The gentle queen turns pale to hear those words of sin,
But the king he only laughs and bids the dance begin.
The babe has grown to be the fairest of the land,
And rides the forest green, a hawk upon her hand,
An ambling palfrey white, a golden robe and crown;
I've seen her in my dreams, riding up and down,
And heard the ogre laugh, as she fell into his snare,
At the little tender creature who wept and tore her hair!
But ever when it seemed her need was at the sorest,
A prince in shining mail comes prancing through the forest,
A waving ostrich plume; a buckler burnised bright!
I've seen him in my dreams - good sooth! a gallant knight.
His lips are coral red beneath his dark moustache;
See how he waves his hand, and how his blue eyes flash!
"Come forth, though paynim knight!" he shouts in accents clear.
The giant and the maid both tremble his voice to hear.
Saint Mary guard him well! - he draws his falchion keen,
The giant and the knight were fighting on the green.
I see them in my dreams - his blade gives stroke for stroke,
The giant pants and reels - and tumbles like an oak!
With what a blushing grace he falls upon his knee,
And takes the lady's hand and whispers, "You are free!"
Ah! happy childish tales, of knight and faerie!
I waken from my dreams - but there's ne'er a knight for me.
I waken from my dreams and wish that I could be
A child by the old hall-fire, upon my nurse's knee.
I decided to post this mainly because of the royal wedding.. It's everywhere and coincidenatlly I ran across this poem.
I borrowed a poetry book from the library. It's really good. Anyways, I'd like to share with you all a poem by William Makepeace Thackeray. William Thackeray, I'm pretty sure I've seen his last name before.
The poem is called 'Fairy Days'.
Beside the old hall-fire - upon my nurse's knee,
Of happy fairy days, what tales were told to me!
I thought the world was once all peopled with princesses,
And my heart would beat to hear their loves and their distresses;
And many a quiet night, in slumber sweet and deep,
The pretty fairy people would visit me in sleep.
I saw them in my dreams, come flying east and west,
With wondrous fairy gifts the new-born babe they blessed:
One has brought a jewel and one a crown of gold,
And one has brought a curse, but she is wrinkled and old.
The gentle queen turns pale to hear those words of sin,
But the king he only laughs and bids the dance begin.
The babe has grown to be the fairest of the land,
And rides the forest green, a hawk upon her hand,
An ambling palfrey white, a golden robe and crown;
I've seen her in my dreams, riding up and down,
And heard the ogre laugh, as she fell into his snare,
At the little tender creature who wept and tore her hair!
But ever when it seemed her need was at the sorest,
A prince in shining mail comes prancing through the forest,
A waving ostrich plume; a buckler burnised bright!
I've seen him in my dreams - good sooth! a gallant knight.
His lips are coral red beneath his dark moustache;
See how he waves his hand, and how his blue eyes flash!
"Come forth, though paynim knight!" he shouts in accents clear.
The giant and the maid both tremble his voice to hear.
Saint Mary guard him well! - he draws his falchion keen,
The giant and the knight were fighting on the green.
I see them in my dreams - his blade gives stroke for stroke,
The giant pants and reels - and tumbles like an oak!
With what a blushing grace he falls upon his knee,
And takes the lady's hand and whispers, "You are free!"
Ah! happy childish tales, of knight and faerie!
I waken from my dreams - but there's ne'er a knight for me.
I waken from my dreams and wish that I could be
A child by the old hall-fire, upon my nurse's knee.
I decided to post this mainly because of the royal wedding.. It's everywhere and coincidenatlly I ran across this poem.
Friday, April 29, 2011
Heart
Heart
I'd like to share with you all a little something I made a while back. Last year :).
This was for Kim.
This was for Kimberly.
I hope they both remember me giving it to them :). Anyways..
Click on the images for enlarged versions.
And I forgot, to my readers :)
I'd like to share with you all a little something I made a while back. Last year :).
This was for Kim.
This was for Kimberly.
I hope they both remember me giving it to them :). Anyways..
Click on the images for enlarged versions.
And I forgot, to my readers :)
Don't all guys wish
Don't all guys wish
Don't all guys just wish that they had a girl
Just one special girl
Who could lean on his shoulder
And tells him everything
And that it would stay that way?
There's not many guys reading my blog, since it's private, but I hope the girls understand :)
Additional Note.
BIRDS ARE COOL :D. I have a sad history with them though :'(
I wonder what it would be like to be a bird for a day. Especially in this rain :) Seems.. harmonising?? (Is that a word)
Don't all guys just wish that they had a girl
Just one special girl
Who could lean on his shoulder
And tells him everything
And that it would stay that way?
There's not many guys reading my blog, since it's private, but I hope the girls understand :)
Additional Note.
BIRDS ARE COOL :D. I have a sad history with them though :'(
I wonder what it would be like to be a bird for a day. Especially in this rain :) Seems.. harmonising?? (Is that a word)
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
28th March
28th March
30 mins..
19 mins..
11 mins..
7 mins..
6 mins..
5 mins..
4mins..
2 mins..
My dad came home.. so I couldn't wait till 12am.
Something very special happened today. Something bad. It's been a month
I didn't get that title wrong by the ways.
30 mins..
19 mins..
11 mins..
7 mins..
6 mins..
5 mins..
4mins..
2 mins..
My dad came home.. so I couldn't wait till 12am.
Something very special happened today. Something bad. It's been a month
I didn't get that title wrong by the ways.
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
I don't want to sleep
I don't want to sleep
I don't want to sleep, because hours will past and the next day will be here.
I don't want to sleep, because in those hours, I could stare at you sleeping.
I wish I could say those lines to the girl I love one day.
On a more realistic note, I need to do assignments ahaha, so I don't want the next day to come :(
Doesn't that look like me from behind? :D Too bad it isn't.
I don't want to sleep, because hours will past and the next day will be here.
I don't want to sleep, because in those hours, I could stare at you sleeping.
I wish I could say those lines to the girl I love one day.
On a more realistic note, I need to do assignments ahaha, so I don't want the next day to come :(
Doesn't that look like me from behind? :D Too bad it isn't.
A good liar
A good liar
Who here disagrees that I am a good liar? I lie to everyone of course, but then there's the bad lies, the joking lies and the good lies.
The bad lies are quite self explanatory. You lie to cause trouble or that sort of stuff.
The joking lies are self explanatory too. It's a joke, nothing harmful was intended.
And lastly, you might all be wondering 'wth is a good lie'. A good lie is when you lie to protect another person, or yourself (really depends what you're defending yourself for).
Now, in a literal sense, you could say a good lie is something that's believable and a bad lie is something that isn't. Pretty confusing so far? I believe so.
Anyways, I really wanted to point out that I don't think anyone really knows when I'm lying :). I have this smile where I raise one side of my cheeks and you see that side of the teeth. It's very.. cheeky in some ways I guess. People used to believe that when I smile like that, I'm lying. Now, they don't know which is which. When I do smile like that, do understand that I am up to something.. or am I?
I'll give a perfect example (although this person is very gullible). A few weeks ago when we got our marks back for our history preparation essay, I went around and lie to people that I got a 'C', when in fact I got something better.
Well, when I was walking with Kelvin, I had told him to guess. I told him all these random answers with that smile of mine. After about 15 mins, Kelvin concluded that it's definitely (note how assured he is) not an 'A' so it must be a 'B' or 'C'.. well guess what I really got. Till this day, I still laugh at that moment. Kelvin, you are funny :)
After reading some of my posts, I think they're poorly written and structured. Excuse me for that :).
*Edited*
After thinking about it, I'm not all of that special :(. Other guys are good at lying too.
Who here disagrees that I am a good liar? I lie to everyone of course, but then there's the bad lies, the joking lies and the good lies.
The bad lies are quite self explanatory. You lie to cause trouble or that sort of stuff.
The joking lies are self explanatory too. It's a joke, nothing harmful was intended.
And lastly, you might all be wondering 'wth is a good lie'. A good lie is when you lie to protect another person, or yourself (really depends what you're defending yourself for).
Now, in a literal sense, you could say a good lie is something that's believable and a bad lie is something that isn't. Pretty confusing so far? I believe so.
Anyways, I really wanted to point out that I don't think anyone really knows when I'm lying :). I have this smile where I raise one side of my cheeks and you see that side of the teeth. It's very.. cheeky in some ways I guess. People used to believe that when I smile like that, I'm lying. Now, they don't know which is which. When I do smile like that, do understand that I am up to something.. or am I?
I'll give a perfect example (although this person is very gullible). A few weeks ago when we got our marks back for our history preparation essay, I went around and lie to people that I got a 'C', when in fact I got something better.
Well, when I was walking with Kelvin, I had told him to guess. I told him all these random answers with that smile of mine. After about 15 mins, Kelvin concluded that it's definitely (note how assured he is) not an 'A' so it must be a 'B' or 'C'.. well guess what I really got. Till this day, I still laugh at that moment. Kelvin, you are funny :)
After reading some of my posts, I think they're poorly written and structured. Excuse me for that :).
*Edited*
After thinking about it, I'm not all of that special :(. Other guys are good at lying too.
Memories
Memories
Memories are so important. I was clearing up my MSN list today (only deleting the people who deleted me). You can check whether you're on someone's contact list using the 'Contact Information' found in the Windows Live Messenger PLUS.
Well.. deleting these contacts do trigger memories. I remember the person, how well I know them etc. It hurts to know that I'm not on some people's list.. but that doesn't matter as much.
I think I'm one of the few who truly treasure memories; to the utter point where I can't get myself to sleep because I keep thinking of these memories. Memories aren't just what I think of, there's more but yeah...
None of this really makes sense right now ahaha. When people say 'treasure memories' or that sort of stuff, I don't think they treasure it as much as me and it a way, using those words disgust me because words are powerful. Use them like you mean it.
I google imaged some images on 'memories' and I found these pictures. I find the last one in particular powerful :).
Memories are so important. I was clearing up my MSN list today (only deleting the people who deleted me). You can check whether you're on someone's contact list using the 'Contact Information' found in the Windows Live Messenger PLUS.
Well.. deleting these contacts do trigger memories. I remember the person, how well I know them etc. It hurts to know that I'm not on some people's list.. but that doesn't matter as much.
I think I'm one of the few who truly treasure memories; to the utter point where I can't get myself to sleep because I keep thinking of these memories. Memories aren't just what I think of, there's more but yeah...
None of this really makes sense right now ahaha. When people say 'treasure memories' or that sort of stuff, I don't think they treasure it as much as me and it a way, using those words disgust me because words are powerful. Use them like you mean it.
I google imaged some images on 'memories' and I found these pictures. I find the last one in particular powerful :).
Khóc
Khóc
Another Vietnamese song ahahaha. I've been posting up too many lately, and been listening to too many lately. This song's called 'Khóc' (Cry) by Vũ Khánh Duy. My cousins in Vietnam introduced me to this artist through the song 'Buồn' which is still one of my favourites.
Here are the lyrics and the translations are so much easier and has the melancholy tone unlike the previous song.
Trong tình yêu, ai cũng muốn được yêu được hạnh phúc bên người.
In a relationship, everyone wants to be loved, for the happiness
Nhưng có những mối tình chỉ đem lại cho ta nước mắt, hạy nghe và cảm nhận.. khóc
But with the love only brings us tears, listen and accept.. cry
Đã có những lúc anh ngồi giữa bóng tối chợt bật khóc nước mắt cứ tuôn chẳng lí do
There are times when I sit under the dim lamp, tears suddenly fall without a reason
Cho dù lau hết nước mắt kia chẳng ngừng chợt nhận ra là em đã đi xa
Whether I wipe my tears, they would not stop as I realise that you're gone
Sao người đi để lệ hoen ướt mi giờ có tiếc nuối chi thì người cũng ra đi
Why did you leave, for me to regret
Thôi đừng khóc nữa dù khóc cho đến muôn đời thì người cũng chẳng quay về nữa đâu
Well, do not cry anymore, not for my life because my love won't return
Tình yêu cho ta niềm vui , tình yêu cho ta niềm đau và cũng trao cho ta bao xót xa êm đềm
Our relationship gave me happiness, our relationship gave me pain, but it also grants me the warmth to relieve the pain
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Người yêu ơi em là ai , người yêu ơi em chốn nào vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
My love, who are you. My love, where have you ran off to. Why did you leave me in such pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thương đau khi người bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra , đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me, wondering what and where is love.
Đã đến lúc con đường phải rẽ lối vì tình yêu giữa chúng ta nay đã khác xưa
We've come to the point in the road where we realise it splits, because our love is the the same as it used to be.
Cho dù đã có đắp xây rất nhiều dù sao thì em cũng đã ra đi
Even though we've been through a lot, you still leave me.
Bây giờ tôi khóc để làm chi nữa đây ngày đó cũng đã qua và tình cũng đã xa
Why do I cry for anymore, that day is distant, and so are my feelings.
Ôi người yêu hỡi , người đâu biết rằng cuộc đời anh chỉ yêu mình em
My love, you don't understand that I will always love you
Tình yêu cho ta niềm vui , tình yêu cho ta nỗi đau và cũng trao cho ta bao xót xa êm đềm
Our relationship gave me happiness, our relationship gave me all the blame but it also gave me warmth
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Vì sao em quên tình tôi , vì sao em luôn dối gian , vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
Why did you forget my feelings, why did you lie to me, why did you leave me with all this pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thương đau khi người bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me, wondering what and where is love.
Người yêu ơi em là ai , người yêu ơi em chốn nào vì sao em luôn trao bao dối gian cho tôi
My love, who are you. My love, where have you ran off to. Why did you leave me in such pain
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Vì sao em quên tình tôi , vì sao em luôn dối gian , vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
Why did you forget my feelings, why did you lie to me, why did you leave me with all this pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thưong đau khi người yêu bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra . đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me and I finally realise that. But, what is love?
Khóc để làm gì vì người đã xa , xa thật rồi
Why cry.. you are distant, far away from me now.
Another Vietnamese song ahahaha. I've been posting up too many lately, and been listening to too many lately. This song's called 'Khóc' (Cry) by Vũ Khánh Duy. My cousins in Vietnam introduced me to this artist through the song 'Buồn' which is still one of my favourites.
Here are the lyrics and the translations are so much easier and has the melancholy tone unlike the previous song.
Trong tình yêu, ai cũng muốn được yêu được hạnh phúc bên người.
In a relationship, everyone wants to be loved, for the happiness
Nhưng có những mối tình chỉ đem lại cho ta nước mắt, hạy nghe và cảm nhận.. khóc
But with the love only brings us tears, listen and accept.. cry
Đã có những lúc anh ngồi giữa bóng tối chợt bật khóc nước mắt cứ tuôn chẳng lí do
There are times when I sit under the dim lamp, tears suddenly fall without a reason
Cho dù lau hết nước mắt kia chẳng ngừng chợt nhận ra là em đã đi xa
Whether I wipe my tears, they would not stop as I realise that you're gone
Sao người đi để lệ hoen ướt mi giờ có tiếc nuối chi thì người cũng ra đi
Why did you leave, for me to regret
Thôi đừng khóc nữa dù khóc cho đến muôn đời thì người cũng chẳng quay về nữa đâu
Well, do not cry anymore, not for my life because my love won't return
Tình yêu cho ta niềm vui , tình yêu cho ta niềm đau và cũng trao cho ta bao xót xa êm đềm
Our relationship gave me happiness, our relationship gave me pain, but it also grants me the warmth to relieve the pain
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Người yêu ơi em là ai , người yêu ơi em chốn nào vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
My love, who are you. My love, where have you ran off to. Why did you leave me in such pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thương đau khi người bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra , đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me, wondering what and where is love.
Đã đến lúc con đường phải rẽ lối vì tình yêu giữa chúng ta nay đã khác xưa
We've come to the point in the road where we realise it splits, because our love is the the same as it used to be.
Cho dù đã có đắp xây rất nhiều dù sao thì em cũng đã ra đi
Even though we've been through a lot, you still leave me.
Bây giờ tôi khóc để làm chi nữa đây ngày đó cũng đã qua và tình cũng đã xa
Why do I cry for anymore, that day is distant, and so are my feelings.
Ôi người yêu hỡi , người đâu biết rằng cuộc đời anh chỉ yêu mình em
My love, you don't understand that I will always love you
Tình yêu cho ta niềm vui , tình yêu cho ta nỗi đau và cũng trao cho ta bao xót xa êm đềm
Our relationship gave me happiness, our relationship gave me all the blame but it also gave me warmth
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Vì sao em quên tình tôi , vì sao em luôn dối gian , vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
Why did you forget my feelings, why did you lie to me, why did you leave me with all this pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thương đau khi người bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me, wondering what and where is love.
Người yêu ơi em là ai , người yêu ơi em chốn nào vì sao em luôn trao bao dối gian cho tôi
My love, who are you. My love, where have you ran off to. Why did you leave me in such pain
Khi đôi ta bên nhau thì sao thật hạnh phúc biết bao , luôn bên nhau dù cho có khó khăn
When we are by each other's side, there's so much happiness; always together even when times are tough
Vì sao em quên tình tôi , vì sao em luôn dối gian , vì sao em luôn trao bao đắng cay cho tôi
Why did you forget my feelings, why did you lie to me, why did you leave me with all this pain
Giờ đây tôi ngồi ôm thưong đau khi người yêu bước đi giờ mãi hay mãi tim nhận ra . đâu là yêu
Now I cry all by myself, since the day you left me and I finally realise that. But, what is love?
Khóc để làm gì vì người đã xa , xa thật rồi
Why cry.. you are distant, far away from me now.
Cherry Blossoms
Cherry Blossoms
These trees are so beautiful. I was thinking, whilst looking up these images at 1:30 am, that I wouldn't mind being lost in a forest of these trees.
They're.. fantastic :). I think it gives me another reason to wish to have the ability to teleport. I'd be able to go and see these trees, which is part of my original reason (to see the natural wonders of the word).
Most people would think that such exotic places could only be found in anime, in fairytales. Yes, the images depicted in these mediums are wonderful, but the natural scenes are real as well.. if you look for them :). There aren't many people who are bothered, and I wish that I would be bothered when I'm older.
I want to capture nature changing through each season.
I'd like to share with you all one last picture. It looks fake, and it's quite obvious that it's screen captured from Windows Media Player but...
It reminds me of a willow. So.. it's sort of a willow/cherry blossom. It's very poignant, mainly because willows are 'sad' and cherry blossoms are 'beautiful'. Is there a word that describes something as both sad yet beautiful at the same time?
P.S.
Some of you may be wondering why I'm up late. Well, it's because I slept in the afternoon and now I can't be bothered. I can't sleep and even if I try, I'd think myself to death. So after trying to sleep, I hopped back onto the computer. On completion of this post though, my eyes are getting tired, so it's time to call it a morning (get the joke? Oh I'm so funny).
These trees are so beautiful. I was thinking, whilst looking up these images at 1:30 am, that I wouldn't mind being lost in a forest of these trees.
They're.. fantastic :). I think it gives me another reason to wish to have the ability to teleport. I'd be able to go and see these trees, which is part of my original reason (to see the natural wonders of the word).
Most people would think that such exotic places could only be found in anime, in fairytales. Yes, the images depicted in these mediums are wonderful, but the natural scenes are real as well.. if you look for them :). There aren't many people who are bothered, and I wish that I would be bothered when I'm older.
I want to capture nature changing through each season.
I'd like to share with you all one last picture. It looks fake, and it's quite obvious that it's screen captured from Windows Media Player but...
It reminds me of a willow. So.. it's sort of a willow/cherry blossom. It's very poignant, mainly because willows are 'sad' and cherry blossoms are 'beautiful'. Is there a word that describes something as both sad yet beautiful at the same time?
P.S.
Some of you may be wondering why I'm up late. Well, it's because I slept in the afternoon and now I can't be bothered. I can't sleep and even if I try, I'd think myself to death. So after trying to sleep, I hopped back onto the computer. On completion of this post though, my eyes are getting tired, so it's time to call it a morning (get the joke? Oh I'm so funny).
Bình minh dịu em - Nguyên Vũ
Bình minh dịu em - Nguyên Vũ
Another Vietnamese song. I hope you guys listen to them whether you understand or not :). They're great!!
Bình minh dịu em - The mornings with you (I think)
Một cuộc tình dịu dàng dành cho em mãi mãi - a calm, relaxing life for you, forever
Hạnh phúc có lúc với anh thật lớn lao - the happiness with me at times can be huge
Biết bao ngọt ngào ngồi bên nhau say giấc mộng - the fun we'd have sitting by each other, dreaming
Không ưu tư không có bao phiền lo - with nothing to worry about
Rồi một ngày dịu dàng và bình minh bước sang - on a calm morning, you wake up and turn
Dụi mắt thức giấc thấy em cười với anh - waking up, rubbing your eyes and I see you smiling with me
Môi em thì thầm rằng em yêu anh rất nhiều - your whisper to me 'I love you'
Long lanh trong sớm mai môi hồng khẽ cười - it's early but your bright, pink lips still smile
Nhìn thấy ánh nắng ấm áp trong mắt em hiền hòa - through your eyes, i see that i warm you
Là điều hạnh phúc nhất trên thế gian dành cho anh - it is the happiest thing in the universe for me
Dù có những lúc sóng gió em vẫn luôn tươi cười - even when the weather's bad, you continue to smile
Nụ cười em long lanh ngàn hoa muôn sắc thơm - your smile is sparkling and it's like a flower
Có anh yêu em, tình yêu này luôn chân thành - Yes I love you, love is always true
Có anh bên em nhẹ nhàng cầm tay em - With me by your side, I hold your hands and everything is fine
Có anh ôm em, bờ vai bình yên những khi em buồn - with me to hug you, for you to lean on when you are sad
Tựa vào vai anh em không cô đơn và lo âu - you lean on my shoulders and all your worries are gone
Ước chi mai sau, tình yêu mình luôn tuyệt vời - I wish that our future, will always be wonderful
Ước chi mai sau ngày đêm mình bên nhau - I wish for the nights where we will be together
Dẫu cho phong ba, ngàn năm tình ta mãi không phai nhòa - I hope that even for a thousand years, our love does not fade
Và mỗi ngày có anh đón em trong tươi cười. - with me to pick you up each day with a smile
The translations took me a while. I hope they're as accurate as possible. My Vietnamese isn't all that good. Googletranslator aided me so credits to that too.
What I like this song is.. the happiness and joy of the love expressed :). All the other Vietnamese songs I've listened to are sad :'(
Once again, I've embedded the song to the bar on the right side of this blog.
Another Vietnamese song. I hope you guys listen to them whether you understand or not :). They're great!!
Bình minh dịu em - The mornings with you (I think)
Một cuộc tình dịu dàng dành cho em mãi mãi - a calm, relaxing life for you, forever
Hạnh phúc có lúc với anh thật lớn lao - the happiness with me at times can be huge
Biết bao ngọt ngào ngồi bên nhau say giấc mộng - the fun we'd have sitting by each other, dreaming
Không ưu tư không có bao phiền lo - with nothing to worry about
Rồi một ngày dịu dàng và bình minh bước sang - on a calm morning, you wake up and turn
Dụi mắt thức giấc thấy em cười với anh - waking up, rubbing your eyes and I see you smiling with me
Môi em thì thầm rằng em yêu anh rất nhiều - your whisper to me 'I love you'
Long lanh trong sớm mai môi hồng khẽ cười - it's early but your bright, pink lips still smile
Nhìn thấy ánh nắng ấm áp trong mắt em hiền hòa - through your eyes, i see that i warm you
Là điều hạnh phúc nhất trên thế gian dành cho anh - it is the happiest thing in the universe for me
Dù có những lúc sóng gió em vẫn luôn tươi cười - even when the weather's bad, you continue to smile
Nụ cười em long lanh ngàn hoa muôn sắc thơm - your smile is sparkling and it's like a flower
Có anh yêu em, tình yêu này luôn chân thành - Yes I love you, love is always true
Có anh bên em nhẹ nhàng cầm tay em - With me by your side, I hold your hands and everything is fine
Có anh ôm em, bờ vai bình yên những khi em buồn - with me to hug you, for you to lean on when you are sad
Tựa vào vai anh em không cô đơn và lo âu - you lean on my shoulders and all your worries are gone
Ước chi mai sau, tình yêu mình luôn tuyệt vời - I wish that our future, will always be wonderful
Ước chi mai sau ngày đêm mình bên nhau - I wish for the nights where we will be together
Dẫu cho phong ba, ngàn năm tình ta mãi không phai nhòa - I hope that even for a thousand years, our love does not fade
Và mỗi ngày có anh đón em trong tươi cười. - with me to pick you up each day with a smile
The translations took me a while. I hope they're as accurate as possible. My Vietnamese isn't all that good. Googletranslator aided me so credits to that too.
What I like this song is.. the happiness and joy of the love expressed :). All the other Vietnamese songs I've listened to are sad :'(
Once again, I've embedded the song to the bar on the right side of this blog.
Monday, April 25, 2011
Today's Challenge
Today's Challenge
I think this video completely disagrees with whats on this blog ahhaha.
What's most noticeable is my singlet. After I poured water on my shirt, you can see my singlet. Sort of looks like a bra.. so....
I think this video completely disagrees with whats on this blog ahhaha.
What's most noticeable is my singlet. After I poured water on my shirt, you can see my singlet. Sort of looks like a bra.. so....
Today's Horoscope
Today's Horoscope
Your friends and associates might find it difficult to accept that you feel so good now. They may believe that something is lurking in the twilight behind your bright smile. Luckily, they are wrong. Although deep issues can rise to the surface over the next few days, you are quite capable of handling them. Don't worry about what others think; just be true to yourself.
I may or may not have a bright smile, but I am quite capable of handling my issues. I decided to post today's horoscope too because I wanted to mention how accurate these have been.
A few days ago, Kelvin and I did these Tarrot card readings from Google, and you won't believe the surprising results.
I was thinking too. Can someone answer me? What's worse than being told to die in a hole, called a hypocrite and 'hated' (the word hate is seen by that person as a very bad word). You'd all probably guess who it is already that told me all above. Of course, the word hypocrite is important because everyone should understand my thoughts on this term.
Your friends and associates might find it difficult to accept that you feel so good now. They may believe that something is lurking in the twilight behind your bright smile. Luckily, they are wrong. Although deep issues can rise to the surface over the next few days, you are quite capable of handling them. Don't worry about what others think; just be true to yourself.
I may or may not have a bright smile, but I am quite capable of handling my issues. I decided to post today's horoscope too because I wanted to mention how accurate these have been.
A few days ago, Kelvin and I did these Tarrot card readings from Google, and you won't believe the surprising results.
I was thinking too. Can someone answer me? What's worse than being told to die in a hole, called a hypocrite and 'hated' (the word hate is seen by that person as a very bad word). You'd all probably guess who it is already that told me all above. Of course, the word hypocrite is important because everyone should understand my thoughts on this term.
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Just some brief notes
Just some brief notes
Firstly I'd like to say that this blog is now private. Please do not post any of this information anywhere. If I find out that it's leaked, EVERYONE in Australia will lose permission to read my blog and my trust.
The people who have been invited to read this blog are people I have.. faith on; faith that they will be different to the other people who hate me.
Richie said that 'You weren't there'. That is untrue; I was there, the group wasn't. They weren't there for Kelvin.
Anyways, we're going to Frank's house to do our songs today <3. I'll post the link of ME singing, and Kelvin's too if he does not wish to share it with everyone (which I intend on doing).
"Infinity is where I can pick up chicks" - I find that quote rather depressing and funny. It was funny because the person used the word 'chicks' but the depressing side is evident..
Firstly I'd like to say that this blog is now private. Please do not post any of this information anywhere. If I find out that it's leaked, EVERYONE in Australia will lose permission to read my blog and my trust.
The people who have been invited to read this blog are people I have.. faith on; faith that they will be different to the other people who hate me.
Richie said that 'You weren't there'. That is untrue; I was there, the group wasn't. They weren't there for Kelvin.
Anyways, we're going to Frank's house to do our songs today <3. I'll post the link of ME singing, and Kelvin's too if he does not wish to share it with everyone (which I intend on doing).
"Infinity is where I can pick up chicks" - I find that quote rather depressing and funny. It was funny because the person used the word 'chicks' but the depressing side is evident..
Saturday, April 23, 2011
Hypocrisy and the need to be right
Hypocrisy and the need to be right
These are the two fundamentals of a human. I once said
'Did you know that the word hypocrite comes from the word human?' Of course that isn't true but it'll lead to what I'm about to say.
I'll start off with hypocrites. I will say it. Everyone is a hypocrite. It is a human fundamental. You can't deny that you've never gone back against something you've said. To call someone else a hypocrite, you're being a hypocrite. To say that you want to save nature, you're being a hypocrite. To be a human, you need to be a hypocrite. To be accepted into society, you need to be a hypocrite. You need to shower, eat, fart, shit to be accepted. And all this makes you a hypocrite if you don't want to harm nature. You say you want to help. I've got a very bad suggestion: help by dying. One less human, one less harm to the environment. I am a hypocrite. I've accepted that. I just find it so troubling that some people get pissed when they are called one. I don't understand why they would react like that.
Next I'd like to comment on how people like calling me one-sided etc. I am one-sided because I have strong faith in my opinions, and I am certain that they are facts and are the truth that can't be denied. What I really wanted to say is, another human fundamental is the need to be right. You just hate being told off don't you? But you know what's amazing? When you say something like 'Why must you always be one-sided?' or 'How come noone can ever convince you', have you ever realised that you're trying to be right? Think about it. You're trying to be right in telling someone that he/she's trying to be right (if that makes any sense).
And what concerns me the most is, people have been calling me these two terms yet in fact they haven't looked into it as I have. I may regard myself as a philosipher, not one of high intelligence etc, but the way I look at things, people just don't understand. Arrogant, hypocritical and one-sided humans. I am all of those but unlike some, I have accepted it.
I realise what isn't realised.
These are the two fundamentals of a human. I once said
'Did you know that the word hypocrite comes from the word human?' Of course that isn't true but it'll lead to what I'm about to say.
I'll start off with hypocrites. I will say it. Everyone is a hypocrite. It is a human fundamental. You can't deny that you've never gone back against something you've said. To call someone else a hypocrite, you're being a hypocrite. To say that you want to save nature, you're being a hypocrite. To be a human, you need to be a hypocrite. To be accepted into society, you need to be a hypocrite. You need to shower, eat, fart, shit to be accepted. And all this makes you a hypocrite if you don't want to harm nature. You say you want to help. I've got a very bad suggestion: help by dying. One less human, one less harm to the environment. I am a hypocrite. I've accepted that. I just find it so troubling that some people get pissed when they are called one. I don't understand why they would react like that.
Next I'd like to comment on how people like calling me one-sided etc. I am one-sided because I have strong faith in my opinions, and I am certain that they are facts and are the truth that can't be denied. What I really wanted to say is, another human fundamental is the need to be right. You just hate being told off don't you? But you know what's amazing? When you say something like 'Why must you always be one-sided?' or 'How come noone can ever convince you', have you ever realised that you're trying to be right? Think about it. You're trying to be right in telling someone that he/she's trying to be right (if that makes any sense).
And what concerns me the most is, people have been calling me these two terms yet in fact they haven't looked into it as I have. I may regard myself as a philosipher, not one of high intelligence etc, but the way I look at things, people just don't understand. Arrogant, hypocritical and one-sided humans. I am all of those but unlike some, I have accepted it.
I realise what isn't realised.
This blog
This blog
This blog will become private soon. It's getting annoying with all these pricks not acknowledging my insight. If you wish to read my blog, show your support for me. Ask me on MSN for permission if you really care.
This blog has a lot of thoughts, and I will not deny that anything posted here is wrong except maybe vague 'descriptions'. Otherwise, toodles. Enjoy the last of this.
I will make it private tomorrow.
This blog will become private soon. It's getting annoying with all these pricks not acknowledging my insight. If you wish to read my blog, show your support for me. Ask me on MSN for permission if you really care.
This blog has a lot of thoughts, and I will not deny that anything posted here is wrong except maybe vague 'descriptions'. Otherwise, toodles. Enjoy the last of this.
I will make it private tomorrow.
Hate
Hate
Of course, people use that word hate a lot now. What really makes me laugh is that people don't express it well enough. I learnt this from my Shaolin teacher.
And why would I really care if people hated me? It's not like I hang around any of those haters.
And I will say it again. Those were not assumptions. I was talking to Kelvin on the day when he was all alone. Enjoy fuckheads.
I laugh at all the pitiful blame. Of course, if you really want the truth. Go ask Kelvin. But for his sake, I don't want him to express his true opinions. So hate me. Leave him alone.
Besides Kim, knowing you hate me really helps me move along. Thanks. Of course, you were the one that told me that hate is a strong word. Use dislike. So I do use it. But for you to use it, really shows how much of rubbish I am and I'd like to thank you for showing me that. And I've told you once. Things easily stick in my head. You will regret using that word one day.
And a last note. I'd like to thank Julie. Whether I was wrong or you guys were wrong, she told me she felt guilty.
Of course, people use that word hate a lot now. What really makes me laugh is that people don't express it well enough. I learnt this from my Shaolin teacher.
And why would I really care if people hated me? It's not like I hang around any of those haters.
And I will say it again. Those were not assumptions. I was talking to Kelvin on the day when he was all alone. Enjoy fuckheads.
I laugh at all the pitiful blame. Of course, if you really want the truth. Go ask Kelvin. But for his sake, I don't want him to express his true opinions. So hate me. Leave him alone.
Besides Kim, knowing you hate me really helps me move along. Thanks. Of course, you were the one that told me that hate is a strong word. Use dislike. So I do use it. But for you to use it, really shows how much of rubbish I am and I'd like to thank you for showing me that. And I've told you once. Things easily stick in my head. You will regret using that word one day.
And a last note. I'd like to thank Julie. Whether I was wrong or you guys were wrong, she told me she felt guilty.
My state
My state
I am in a situation where I am mentally unstable. What I know is sad... and it's not the drama with Kelvin. The word I've said with the drama with Kelvin, I do not take it back and I assure everyone I know what I'm talking about :). I am as certain as everything on this blog is.
Anyways, from some other stuff Kelvin told me.. I don't know how to feel or what to feel. I'm so sad. Nowadays, I sleep at 12, thinking all the way up till then. Today I slept at 1am and woke up at 4am. A record.. *sigh*
"Look outside, full moon" I only got to say that once.
Well it's not like anyone cares now after what's happened. I don't care. If you're a friend of my friend, I'm your friend.
On a side note, do you know that feeling when you hold the hand of an opposite sex? Say if you were blindfolded and were given two hands, you'd first of all, might notice the structure of the hands and know which gender it belongs to. But secondly, you get this weird feeling.. some 'chemistry'. While I was editing this, the sun seemed to rise. I think maybe tomorrow if I can't sleep I'll wake up and see the sun rise. My mum gets up really early so it might be awkward..
New song too. Vietnamese. If you'd like to listen, you can find it on the right side of this page. The 'Download' button is very small (located at the bottom left corner of the icon or w/e lol)
Lyrics
Anh Sẽ về - I'll come back
Bao buồn vui có nhau ngày qua - The fun we've had together in the days that past
Mình đã yêu nhau nhiều hơn anh nghĩ - I think we love each other more
Hãy luôn luôn thật vui để mai khi rời xa - Keeping it for when we are apart
Mình cảm nhận được tình yêu ở hai nơi. - To help us accept that we are apart
Anh chờ mong tháng năm dần trôi - I long for the months to past
Để quay về và mình yêu nhau mãi - to return to you
Nhớ êm đềm từng đêm nụ hôn lúc ta xa nhau - I think about you each night from the day we are apart
Vẫn còn mặn nồng trên khóe môi. - I can still taste it on my lips?
[ĐK:]
Hãy cho anh thời gian nhé - Give me time
Hãy cho anh vòng tay ấm - Give me your warm hands
Hãy để anh nhận ra em yêu anh rất nhiều - Let me understand that you love me a lot
Sẽ giữ mãi những gì mình đã hứa - I'll keep the promises we've made
Hãy để thời gian mãi trôi. - Let the times past
Hãy cho anh thời gian nhé
Để mai sau cùng chung bước
Hãy để những yêu thương sẽ bên nhau chẳng rời
Có đôi lúc nhớ anh buồn em khóc
Em yêu ai hay chờ ai?
Anh sẽ về thôi!
I am in a situation where I am mentally unstable. What I know is sad... and it's not the drama with Kelvin. The word I've said with the drama with Kelvin, I do not take it back and I assure everyone I know what I'm talking about :). I am as certain as everything on this blog is.
Anyways, from some other stuff Kelvin told me.. I don't know how to feel or what to feel. I'm so sad. Nowadays, I sleep at 12, thinking all the way up till then. Today I slept at 1am and woke up at 4am. A record.. *sigh*
"Look outside, full moon" I only got to say that once.
Well it's not like anyone cares now after what's happened. I don't care. If you're a friend of my friend, I'm your friend.
On a side note, do you know that feeling when you hold the hand of an opposite sex? Say if you were blindfolded and were given two hands, you'd first of all, might notice the structure of the hands and know which gender it belongs to. But secondly, you get this weird feeling.. some 'chemistry'. While I was editing this, the sun seemed to rise. I think maybe tomorrow if I can't sleep I'll wake up and see the sun rise. My mum gets up really early so it might be awkward..
New song too. Vietnamese. If you'd like to listen, you can find it on the right side of this page. The 'Download' button is very small (located at the bottom left corner of the icon or w/e lol)
Lyrics
Anh Sẽ về - I'll come back
Bao buồn vui có nhau ngày qua - The fun we've had together in the days that past
Mình đã yêu nhau nhiều hơn anh nghĩ - I think we love each other more
Hãy luôn luôn thật vui để mai khi rời xa - Keeping it for when we are apart
Mình cảm nhận được tình yêu ở hai nơi. - To help us accept that we are apart
Anh chờ mong tháng năm dần trôi - I long for the months to past
Để quay về và mình yêu nhau mãi - to return to you
Nhớ êm đềm từng đêm nụ hôn lúc ta xa nhau - I think about you each night from the day we are apart
Vẫn còn mặn nồng trên khóe môi. - I can still taste it on my lips?
[ĐK:]
Hãy cho anh thời gian nhé - Give me time
Hãy cho anh vòng tay ấm - Give me your warm hands
Hãy để anh nhận ra em yêu anh rất nhiều - Let me understand that you love me a lot
Sẽ giữ mãi những gì mình đã hứa - I'll keep the promises we've made
Hãy để thời gian mãi trôi. - Let the times past
Hãy cho anh thời gian nhé
Để mai sau cùng chung bước
Hãy để những yêu thương sẽ bên nhau chẳng rời
Có đôi lúc nhớ anh buồn em khóc
Em yêu ai hay chờ ai?
Anh sẽ về thôi!
Anguish, how pathetic
Anguish, how pathetic
Anguish? How pathetic. You're pathetic. Guess YOU'RE the one who don't know before you speak.
I don't have any feelings of anguish or that shit. Even if I did get invited.
1. I can't go (because it's a weekday) nor am I free on weekends
2. I refuse to go (don't believe this one? Go ask Brenda and if Brenda asks why you want to know, lead her to this. She is my proof. I've told her how I've felt lately because she asked) Or even, ask Julie :). Of course, ask Kelvin. He knows.
So you think I feel anguish? Get fucked haha.
Anguish? How pathetic. You're pathetic. Guess YOU'RE the one who don't know before you speak.
I don't have any feelings of anguish or that shit. Even if I did get invited.
1. I can't go (because it's a weekday) nor am I free on weekends
2. I refuse to go (don't believe this one? Go ask Brenda and if Brenda asks why you want to know, lead her to this. She is my proof. I've told her how I've felt lately because she asked) Or even, ask Julie :). Of course, ask Kelvin. He knows.
So you think I feel anguish? Get fucked haha.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Shame on you people
Shame on you people
Shame on you people for ditching him like that. Why invite him the first place. Invite those you consider a friend. A friend is someone you'd hang around. You left him hanging like that.
And how come I didn't get an invite? :'(. Fuck that. I don't want an invite haha. Just shows the friends I have aye?
People like you guys disgust me. Yes, people who went to Luna Park. And there is one particular person. And you've all ditched Kelvin for fun. Don't know why such people consider him a friend.
I might ditch him for a ride (because it's a hypothetical situation) but not for an entire day. Ditching a friend for fun. Too many people do that now.
A whole day alone *Shivers*
I hope this post makes you feel the guilt you never felt. Damn you all.
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Happiness is a good medicine..
but..
sadness spreads so easily and quickly..
Shame on you people for ditching him like that. Why invite him the first place. Invite those you consider a friend. A friend is someone you'd hang around. You left him hanging like that.
And how come I didn't get an invite? :'(. Fuck that. I don't want an invite haha. Just shows the friends I have aye?
People like you guys disgust me. Yes, people who went to Luna Park. And there is one particular person. And you've all ditched Kelvin for fun. Don't know why such people consider him a friend.
I might ditch him for a ride (because it's a hypothetical situation) but not for an entire day. Ditching a friend for fun. Too many people do that now.
A whole day alone *Shivers*
I hope this post makes you feel the guilt you never felt. Damn you all.
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Happiness is a good medicine..
but..
sadness spreads so easily and quickly..
Ergo Proxy
Ergo Proxy
The opening to the Anime Ergo Proxy is just.. powerful. It's an interesting anime and I think only Raymond G and I know it.
I think the future of mankind looks something like what's found in the opening.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAXrRWLKzko
Watch it on youtube since I can't upload it
The opening to the Anime Ergo Proxy is just.. powerful. It's an interesting anime and I think only Raymond G and I know it.
I think the future of mankind looks something like what's found in the opening.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oAXrRWLKzko
Watch it on youtube since I can't upload it
Thursday, April 21, 2011
A survey
A survey
Hey peoples reading my blog.
I have a survey today. Could you all prease do it?
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/QBGGZPC
*Edit*
I'd like to thank the people who have completed the survey so far and commented. Some very useful comments/feedback, which I hope to discuss in this blog in the near future.
Thanks again
Regards,
Henry :)
Hey peoples reading my blog.
I have a survey today. Could you all prease do it?
http://www.surveymonkey.com/s/QBGGZPC
*Edit*
I'd like to thank the people who have completed the survey so far and commented. Some very useful comments/feedback, which I hope to discuss in this blog in the near future.
Thanks again
Regards,
Henry :)
The perfect world
The perfect world
Brenda, the world I would live in wouldn't exist. I don't want a world to exist. No suffering, nothing of that sort of stuff.
On a more positive thought though, an ideal world is what we all wish for. Everything to be perfect. Ain't it? But that's not possible. It would be just a fairytale, the ones that we all wished to live in when we were little.
Brenda, the world I would live in wouldn't exist. I don't want a world to exist. No suffering, nothing of that sort of stuff.
On a more positive thought though, an ideal world is what we all wish for. Everything to be perfect. Ain't it? But that's not possible. It would be just a fairytale, the ones that we all wished to live in when we were little.
Monday, April 18, 2011
There's one good thing in life
There's one good thing in life
There is one good thing in life.. nature. I posted up some "strong" images/wallpapers on my blog before. I love them. They're so colourful, vibrant and they make me wish that I was there. They look as if humans have not contaminated them. Get what I mean?
I randomly posted this cos today, when I was taking out the rubbish, the full moon was so bright and beautiful. When I stepped outside I wondered if the lights were and so I looked up. There's no particular word to describe nature. I like it so much sometimes :D.
For a brief time, by looking at nature, one can escape the brutality of reality. It makes me wish sometimes that I could escape reality.
There is one good thing in life.. nature. I posted up some "strong" images/wallpapers on my blog before. I love them. They're so colourful, vibrant and they make me wish that I was there. They look as if humans have not contaminated them. Get what I mean?
I randomly posted this cos today, when I was taking out the rubbish, the full moon was so bright and beautiful. When I stepped outside I wondered if the lights were and so I looked up. There's no particular word to describe nature. I like it so much sometimes :D.
For a brief time, by looking at nature, one can escape the brutality of reality. It makes me wish sometimes that I could escape reality.
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Changing Generations
Changing Generations
I'll start off by saying that this generation of teenagers and some of the adults in the previous generation sickens me.
Whenever I go shopping at Cabramatta, I examine the people and the things around me. When I see a husband walking with his wife, the first thing I notice is the way they dress. The Asian husband would be in shorts, with sandles and some old t-shirt. On the other hand, the wife is looking all "pretty" with the artificial make-up, handbags and clothing and don't forget the perfume. Some of them don't even look "pretty" at all. I'm actually scared of the ammount some ladies put make up on themselves. They look like a fucken ghost. And whenever I see this, I always ask myself "What has this world become" and I'm dead serious about that.
My mum has this friend who is married to some lady. They have two daughters. They're about 8 and under. The daughters' mum goes to work and when she finishes work, she comes home. The girls talk to her and she tells them to go away. That lady uses all make-up and stuff to make herself look "pretty". Instead of using money to feed the family and use for family entertainment, she uses the money to invest on a second house plus clothing and make-up for herself. Unbelievable, and from where this is going, I see our generation's gunna be exactly like her and the men I've said before.
The people at our school worry too much about their looks and they have to keep up to date with all these new stuff. They'll most likely shove away their child once their older, even though most might say now that they won't. In fact, some of the people in our grade would focus too much on these stuff to care about starting a family. I really dislike this idea. And all these new stuff is really what makes the definition of "love" hard. It puts new "standards" for love. For example, "Does that girl smell nice", "does she look good with her clothes" etc. Fuck that type of shit. I'm tired of seeing this in my life and assuming that people are like this, and I could say that my assumptions are most-likely to be correct.
It pisses me off to see how complex this world has become. That abstract feeling of "love", is it possible? Or is it all image. No, there is no meaning for love. For me, I will love the girl for as long as she loves me and the feeling that I have for her will be strong. If she falls in love with some other guy in the time we are together then to me, that isn't love. It's different for everyone, but in the end, all I'm saying is our generation is changing and all these new fashion and technologies put new standards to how we fall "attracted" to a person. Now that I've thought of the word "attracted" I think I can say that "attracted" and "love" are two complete different things.
"Love" is in the past, we "Attract" now. I may be some dirty bastard, but when it comes to a girl, I care and some girls just don't see that. I would be willing to change if I did something wrong, and I know I have in the past but I don't get the chance to change that. I think that hurts me the most. And instead of letting me change, they'd just give up etc.
To really sum it all up, FUCK THIS GENERATION. FUCK THE PEOPLE IN MY GRADE. Do you belong in the above descriptions? If so, the swear words are for you and I won't take it back no matter what. And that is why life in Vietnam would be so much more simple.
I'll start off by saying that this generation of teenagers and some of the adults in the previous generation sickens me.
Whenever I go shopping at Cabramatta, I examine the people and the things around me. When I see a husband walking with his wife, the first thing I notice is the way they dress. The Asian husband would be in shorts, with sandles and some old t-shirt. On the other hand, the wife is looking all "pretty" with the artificial make-up, handbags and clothing and don't forget the perfume. Some of them don't even look "pretty" at all. I'm actually scared of the ammount some ladies put make up on themselves. They look like a fucken ghost. And whenever I see this, I always ask myself "What has this world become" and I'm dead serious about that.
My mum has this friend who is married to some lady. They have two daughters. They're about 8 and under. The daughters' mum goes to work and when she finishes work, she comes home. The girls talk to her and she tells them to go away. That lady uses all make-up and stuff to make herself look "pretty". Instead of using money to feed the family and use for family entertainment, she uses the money to invest on a second house plus clothing and make-up for herself. Unbelievable, and from where this is going, I see our generation's gunna be exactly like her and the men I've said before.
The people at our school worry too much about their looks and they have to keep up to date with all these new stuff. They'll most likely shove away their child once their older, even though most might say now that they won't. In fact, some of the people in our grade would focus too much on these stuff to care about starting a family. I really dislike this idea. And all these new stuff is really what makes the definition of "love" hard. It puts new "standards" for love. For example, "Does that girl smell nice", "does she look good with her clothes" etc. Fuck that type of shit. I'm tired of seeing this in my life and assuming that people are like this, and I could say that my assumptions are most-likely to be correct.
It pisses me off to see how complex this world has become. That abstract feeling of "love", is it possible? Or is it all image. No, there is no meaning for love. For me, I will love the girl for as long as she loves me and the feeling that I have for her will be strong. If she falls in love with some other guy in the time we are together then to me, that isn't love. It's different for everyone, but in the end, all I'm saying is our generation is changing and all these new fashion and technologies put new standards to how we fall "attracted" to a person. Now that I've thought of the word "attracted" I think I can say that "attracted" and "love" are two complete different things.
"Love" is in the past, we "Attract" now. I may be some dirty bastard, but when it comes to a girl, I care and some girls just don't see that. I would be willing to change if I did something wrong, and I know I have in the past but I don't get the chance to change that. I think that hurts me the most. And instead of letting me change, they'd just give up etc.
To really sum it all up, FUCK THIS GENERATION. FUCK THE PEOPLE IN MY GRADE. Do you belong in the above descriptions? If so, the swear words are for you and I won't take it back no matter what. And that is why life in Vietnam would be so much more simple.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Feeling New
Feeling New
From now on, any person, mainly guys, acting hard or like a complete douche around me will suffer. :)
I think I've kept my rage in for too long for these faggots in MFHS to live happily.
Oh and as for that person whom I thought I knew. I don't, and I don't think anyone really does. Who are you? Why hadn't I ever known about that side of you? You're a lie. You're a joke. Screw you. May a curse be put upon thou.
I just have sooooooooooooo much anger to release :). Yet strangely, I am smiling and chuckling to myself :)
From now on, any person, mainly guys, acting hard or like a complete douche around me will suffer. :)
I think I've kept my rage in for too long for these faggots in MFHS to live happily.
Oh and as for that person whom I thought I knew. I don't, and I don't think anyone really does. Who are you? Why hadn't I ever known about that side of you? You're a lie. You're a joke. Screw you. May a curse be put upon thou.
I just have sooooooooooooo much anger to release :). Yet strangely, I am smiling and chuckling to myself :)
Trust
Trust
What's trust? Trust in my definition is any one that can shut their mouth when asked to :).
I will state this, I trust YOU. Hahah yes, you :). Don't get it? Ask yourself this: "Can Henry trust me?". You've failed already. If you know I can trust you, you shouldn't have any doubt and go to the point of asking yourself that question. If you hesitated and thought, then you know that you don't have my trust.
I know one thing for sure. I trust Kelvin. :).
Edited. AND JULIE. THAT BITCH IS COOL :D
What's trust? Trust in my definition is any one that can shut their mouth when asked to :).
I will state this, I trust YOU. Hahah yes, you :). Don't get it? Ask yourself this: "Can Henry trust me?". You've failed already. If you know I can trust you, you shouldn't have any doubt and go to the point of asking yourself that question. If you hesitated and thought, then you know that you don't have my trust.
I know one thing for sure. I trust Kelvin. :).
Edited. AND JULIE. THAT BITCH IS COOL :D
Vietnamese songs
Vietnamese songs - Tùng Anh
I've posted up the lyrics to this song a while ago and I'd like to translate it :). The lyrics are great and I just think that Vietnamese songs have really powerful emotions in them. It may or may not be true but the artists just sing with such great emotion.
Đóng góp:
Bàn tay anh thấy giá lạnh.khi em nói câu biệt ly
My hands turn cold, when you say your words of goodbye
Vòng tay anh ôm rất chặt.nhưng em vẫn bước ra đi
I hold you in my arms, but you still walk away
Nhìn qua gương thấy bón hình.em cứ xa dần xa
I look back and see you, fading away
Chợt nhận ra em đi mất rồi.giờ một mình lẽ loi
I don't believe that you're gone already. Now I'm by myself, wondering
Em giờ đây…không còn là ngày xưa
You are not like you used to be
Một người đã đã rất yêu anh
You used to be the one that loved me
Anh nhìn em ra đi.lệ rợi trên mi sầu úa
I watch you walk off.
Đk:
Ở bên người mà em chọn nhé.anh sẽ nguyên cầu cho em từng phút
You chose to be by my side, I can recall every minute
Những kỉ niệm ngày xưa đã rất ngọt ngào.
of the sweet memories of the past
Chỉ riêng mình anh khắc sâu
Only I am treasuring it?
Ở bên người ta vui em nhé.đừng buồn như bên anh lúc trước
When you're by another person's side, be happy, not like you were when you were with me
Nếu mai này gặp nhau
If we meet again
Anh muốn thấy nụ cười,muốn thấy một người anh đã yêu
I wanna see laughter, I wanna see my love...
Thật hạnh phúc…!!!
being happy.
Got it from Youtube. Sad song :'(.
On the topic of Vietnamese songs, I don't know why people give an exaggerated "eww" or that sort of dislike towards it. There's this one particular person who used to like some Vietnamese songs, now SHE goes all eww on it. Is it because she doesn't wanna be associated with me, because people don't like the way I am? Let's hope not. Screw you if it is and you'll know who you are if you ever read this.
I will admit that I am some annoying pest. But I have edited this and taken back the apology. No regrets anymore for someone but still for others :). And I apologise to them.
I've posted up the lyrics to this song a while ago and I'd like to translate it :). The lyrics are great and I just think that Vietnamese songs have really powerful emotions in them. It may or may not be true but the artists just sing with such great emotion.
Đóng góp:
Bàn tay anh thấy giá lạnh.khi em nói câu biệt ly
My hands turn cold, when you say your words of goodbye
Vòng tay anh ôm rất chặt.nhưng em vẫn bước ra đi
I hold you in my arms, but you still walk away
Nhìn qua gương thấy bón hình.em cứ xa dần xa
I look back and see you, fading away
Chợt nhận ra em đi mất rồi.giờ một mình lẽ loi
I don't believe that you're gone already. Now I'm by myself, wondering
Em giờ đây…không còn là ngày xưa
You are not like you used to be
Một người đã đã rất yêu anh
You used to be the one that loved me
Anh nhìn em ra đi.lệ rợi trên mi sầu úa
I watch you walk off.
Đk:
Ở bên người mà em chọn nhé.anh sẽ nguyên cầu cho em từng phút
You chose to be by my side, I can recall every minute
Những kỉ niệm ngày xưa đã rất ngọt ngào.
of the sweet memories of the past
Chỉ riêng mình anh khắc sâu
Only I am treasuring it?
Ở bên người ta vui em nhé.đừng buồn như bên anh lúc trước
When you're by another person's side, be happy, not like you were when you were with me
Nếu mai này gặp nhau
If we meet again
Anh muốn thấy nụ cười,muốn thấy một người anh đã yêu
I wanna see laughter, I wanna see my love...
Thật hạnh phúc…!!!
being happy.
Got it from Youtube. Sad song :'(.
On the topic of Vietnamese songs, I don't know why people give an exaggerated "eww" or that sort of dislike towards it. There's this one particular person who used to like some Vietnamese songs, now SHE goes all eww on it. Is it because she doesn't wanna be associated with me, because people don't like the way I am? Let's hope not. Screw you if it is and you'll know who you are if you ever read this.
I will admit that I am some annoying pest. But I have edited this and taken back the apology. No regrets anymore for someone but still for others :). And I apologise to them.
Friday, April 15, 2011
My Horoscope for Today
My Horoscope for Today
You may be revisiting childhood memories with more clarity than usual, and this could be a pleasant distraction from what you should be doing. However, your little excursions into your personal history might reawaken emotions from the past. Analyze your feelings so you know which ones are significant enough to motivate new action. This process will take practice, but, fortunately, you can learn to keep up external appearances now while you also attend to your journey within.
Then again. I wish I could stay up till 6am. All i would do is reminisce :). Memories~
On another note. I think this blogger's gunna be sort of a diary of my life. Very special to me. I'm not going to move to tumblr or anything, and I hope that other school mates that still own a blog don't either (if that makes any sense). This blog is nearly two years old and I hope it will be older with the same people reading it. Thanks for caring.
This post was edited twice.
You may be revisiting childhood memories with more clarity than usual, and this could be a pleasant distraction from what you should be doing. However, your little excursions into your personal history might reawaken emotions from the past. Analyze your feelings so you know which ones are significant enough to motivate new action. This process will take practice, but, fortunately, you can learn to keep up external appearances now while you also attend to your journey within.
Then again. I wish I could stay up till 6am. All i would do is reminisce :). Memories~
On another note. I think this blogger's gunna be sort of a diary of my life. Very special to me. I'm not going to move to tumblr or anything, and I hope that other school mates that still own a blog don't either (if that makes any sense). This blog is nearly two years old and I hope it will be older with the same people reading it. Thanks for caring.
This post was edited twice.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Inuyasha
Inuyasha
Some people ask me about my addiction for Inuyasha and so I've decided to make a post on it today.
It all began in about year 4 I believe, when my family still had this satellite dish. My parents installed it to watch the Vietnamese channels, but I like the anime found on the Chinese channel I think. First there was Naruto, but that didn't last long cos Inuyasha came in after that. I was year 4, that innocent little dude and still am ;). So I watched it and I really liked the first opening "Change the World - V6". I'm surprised those guys aren't as famous as other boy bands, although I must admit some of their songs are weird O_O. A year 4 with a huge imagination I was :D and the idea of a half demon with sharp claws and romance was just perfect for me.
Julie did ask me if my liking of Inuyasha did have a deeper meaning and it does. People would probably see me as some dirty dude who enjoys violence but things can be quite different. I liked Inuyasha in year 4 because of the plot and the love triangle that Inuyasha had.
"OMG WTF IS THIS REALLY YOU HENRY?" Yeah I get that a lot.
Come to think of it, I did watch dramas back then too LOL. The Chinese ones that came up in the Viet channels. And and MONKEY KING :D. I remember this drama about a girl and a girl falling in love, but their parents fell in love with each other too haha. Never got to finish it though but does anyone know it?
Some people ask me about my addiction for Inuyasha and so I've decided to make a post on it today.
It all began in about year 4 I believe, when my family still had this satellite dish. My parents installed it to watch the Vietnamese channels, but I like the anime found on the Chinese channel I think. First there was Naruto, but that didn't last long cos Inuyasha came in after that. I was year 4, that innocent little dude and still am ;). So I watched it and I really liked the first opening "Change the World - V6". I'm surprised those guys aren't as famous as other boy bands, although I must admit some of their songs are weird O_O. A year 4 with a huge imagination I was :D and the idea of a half demon with sharp claws and romance was just perfect for me.
Julie did ask me if my liking of Inuyasha did have a deeper meaning and it does. People would probably see me as some dirty dude who enjoys violence but things can be quite different. I liked Inuyasha in year 4 because of the plot and the love triangle that Inuyasha had.
"OMG WTF IS THIS REALLY YOU HENRY?" Yeah I get that a lot.
Come to think of it, I did watch dramas back then too LOL. The Chinese ones that came up in the Viet channels. And and MONKEY KING :D. I remember this drama about a girl and a girl falling in love, but their parents fell in love with each other too haha. Never got to finish it though but does anyone know it?
Friday, April 8, 2011
Songs
Songs
Is it just me and my weirdness but when I listen to a song, memories pop into my head so easily and I can easily associate a song with an event in my life because I've listened to it so many times that time. Does that make sense?
And I don't think its just songs. It's smells too. I vaguely remember the new-home smell when I first came into my house in Australia.
Is it just me and my weirdness but when I listen to a song, memories pop into my head so easily and I can easily associate a song with an event in my life because I've listened to it so many times that time. Does that make sense?
And I don't think its just songs. It's smells too. I vaguely remember the new-home smell when I first came into my house in Australia.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Growing older
Growing older
As I am growing older, people say I look more like my dad haha. The hunchback, the height that sort of stuff. I'm happy that my little brother looks nearly like me when I was his age. Henry Junior :D. It'd be weird if he did turn out to look exactly like me though.
A little while ago, my mum and this old lady was in the kitchen. My mum called me to get the food to the dining room. My mum called me 'may' which is sort of a colloquial term for son. I went in to fetch the food and the old lady asked: "Why do you call your husband that?" LOL. Hilarious.
As I am growing older, people say I look more like my dad haha. The hunchback, the height that sort of stuff. I'm happy that my little brother looks nearly like me when I was his age. Henry Junior :D. It'd be weird if he did turn out to look exactly like me though.
A little while ago, my mum and this old lady was in the kitchen. My mum called me to get the food to the dining room. My mum called me 'may' which is sort of a colloquial term for son. I went in to fetch the food and the old lady asked: "Why do you call your husband that?" LOL. Hilarious.
The things..
The things..
Quite weird how I used to be the guy that would go around everytime and do something just for fun. And I always had to do something. Now, there are people who've taken that spot and instead of doing this, I think.
Quite weird how I used to be the guy that would go around everytime and do something just for fun. And I always had to do something. Now, there are people who've taken that spot and instead of doing this, I think.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
A life left in Vietnam
A life left in Vietnam
This post might sound kinda like a repeat and I hope it has something new.. Anyways.. people have been discussing a lot about the 'old life'. Well, just about two :L (excluding me). What I mean by the old life is.. the life before a person moves. I came from Vietnam and I've been thinking a lot about it lately.
Last year when I did come back to Vietnam, I went to so many places and I had so much fun. I saw people having fun and that made me wonder if life in Vietnam was better. I really don't know how to organise this post, so it might sound a bit disorganised. Anyways, although the life in Vietnam can be quite harsh and it seems as if things haven't moved into 'modernism' I think it's more simplistic in some ways.
Sometimes, I just think about riding my bicycle everywhere in the village. Riding it to secondary school with my cousin or maybe even with the girl I love. Relationships really bound people together. It's hard to hate people in Vietnam, easy to communicate with and.. everyone just seems to rely on each other. Over here, it's compeltely different. People act different on the Internet, they rely on the internet to communicate all that sort of stuff. I just think life in Vietnam would be fun in so many ways..
And today, when I was riding my bike in the morning to the station. It started to rain and I got soaked. I don't think I really care. I enjoy being with the rain; I don't care if it made me sick. It also reminded me of the stories that my parents share with each other, of how they have to wake up early and sleep late. Sometimes, they have to work in the rain, but heck, that was life in Vietnam, and sadly, for some people, it still is.
And.. relying on each other, as people do in Vietnam draws them together. Which makes people who love each other really strong? But.. there really isn't a definition for love. People love differently. Money? Characteristics? Dependence on each other to survive? All that bullshit. I hate this.
This post might sound kinda like a repeat and I hope it has something new.. Anyways.. people have been discussing a lot about the 'old life'. Well, just about two :L (excluding me). What I mean by the old life is.. the life before a person moves. I came from Vietnam and I've been thinking a lot about it lately.
Last year when I did come back to Vietnam, I went to so many places and I had so much fun. I saw people having fun and that made me wonder if life in Vietnam was better. I really don't know how to organise this post, so it might sound a bit disorganised. Anyways, although the life in Vietnam can be quite harsh and it seems as if things haven't moved into 'modernism' I think it's more simplistic in some ways.
Sometimes, I just think about riding my bicycle everywhere in the village. Riding it to secondary school with my cousin or maybe even with the girl I love. Relationships really bound people together. It's hard to hate people in Vietnam, easy to communicate with and.. everyone just seems to rely on each other. Over here, it's compeltely different. People act different on the Internet, they rely on the internet to communicate all that sort of stuff. I just think life in Vietnam would be fun in so many ways..
And today, when I was riding my bike in the morning to the station. It started to rain and I got soaked. I don't think I really care. I enjoy being with the rain; I don't care if it made me sick. It also reminded me of the stories that my parents share with each other, of how they have to wake up early and sleep late. Sometimes, they have to work in the rain, but heck, that was life in Vietnam, and sadly, for some people, it still is.
And.. relying on each other, as people do in Vietnam draws them together. Which makes people who love each other really strong? But.. there really isn't a definition for love. People love differently. Money? Characteristics? Dependence on each other to survive? All that bullshit. I hate this.
Monday, April 4, 2011
A Vietnamese Tradition
A Vietnamese Tradition
In Vietnam, there are lots of cultural traditions and my parents have brought them over with them. One of them was that, on Chinese New Year's Eve, the first person to enter the door would decide the family's fate or luck for the year. This year, I entered the door. My parents said that the person's characteristics would also pass onto the family. They would always joke about how lazy I am and like to eat fancy food and they said that our family would go bankrupt this year...
Anyways, I remember entering the door one back when I was 9 or something. What's most weird is that in both of the years that I entered the door, my dad crashed the car :S. I'm starting to really have faith in my religion and I'm just glad my dad survived both.
When I do Shaolin, I pray after if I have time, because my mum rushes me. My parents have this view towards me that I'm a bad person, as so some of you may so they don't expect me to pray. I was praying last Sunday and my mum came.. and it was one of those awkward moments.
Anyways, when I grow up and move out, I think I'll be vegetarian. If I do it now, it would be really weird for my family. I hope my family can pass on the traditions, cos if they don't, it will be upcoming generations of forgotten traditions and cultures.
In Vietnam, there are lots of cultural traditions and my parents have brought them over with them. One of them was that, on Chinese New Year's Eve, the first person to enter the door would decide the family's fate or luck for the year. This year, I entered the door. My parents said that the person's characteristics would also pass onto the family. They would always joke about how lazy I am and like to eat fancy food and they said that our family would go bankrupt this year...
Anyways, I remember entering the door one back when I was 9 or something. What's most weird is that in both of the years that I entered the door, my dad crashed the car :S. I'm starting to really have faith in my religion and I'm just glad my dad survived both.
When I do Shaolin, I pray after if I have time, because my mum rushes me. My parents have this view towards me that I'm a bad person, as so some of you may so they don't expect me to pray. I was praying last Sunday and my mum came.. and it was one of those awkward moments.
Anyways, when I grow up and move out, I think I'll be vegetarian. If I do it now, it would be really weird for my family. I hope my family can pass on the traditions, cos if they don't, it will be upcoming generations of forgotten traditions and cultures.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Vietnam
Vietnam
My parents have been discussing a lot about Vietnam lately and it makes think about it. Anyways.. they said that we're going back to Vietnam at the end of this year. I'm happy, but the thought of visiting Vietnam makes me sad. The people are different and the place I live at has changed. The people who used to hang around me are all weird.. the guys are like all 'baddies' and the most of the girls give me the evils. It's just really weird.. some people have passed out, some have moved away to find jobs it just seems all so.. cruel - the level of poverty and living standards in Vietnam.
Anyways, everytime I go back to Vietnam, it changes dramatically as if it happened all in the blink of an eye. My grandma's place got rebuilt.. so that's going to be different and I don't know what else is different. All I know is.. everything's going to be sort of alien for me everytime I come back. There are some people I don't even know or remember. I don't know if these thoughts and changes make me sad or happy but changes always make me sad. I lived in Vietnam as a little boy, and not being there for these changes is depressing. I feel as if something's missing from me, my home town, my "Quê Hương". Which is probably why I like those traditional Vietnamese songs, because they talk about their true birthplace and how much they treasure it.
While I'm still talking about Vietnam, I would like to share with all of you a truely sad story. There's this woman who lived with her child in Vietnam. Their house was adjacent to my grandma's house. They lived with their friend or grandpa I think, I don't know. Anyways, when the kid was about 5-7, his mum died of stomach cancer. Now, in Vietnam each person gets a proportion of field to farm their own rice and the woman's rice field was given to the grandpa. Sadly, the grandpa didn't want to take care of the kid so he sent it to his mum's grandma. Yes very confusing, simply put it, the man stole the rice and didn't take care of the kid so the kid had to turn to his grandma. The grandma couldn't earn enough to raise the kid, so she gave it away to people who lived near the rivers (the people who lived in like canoes etc). On the night before the kid was given away, the kid ran off, hid and slept in a pile of hay. Noone could find him on that night, but eventually they did find him. After that he was given to the other people. When my parents had gone back to Vietnam last year, we completely forgot about the kid. Noone cared about him or remembered the troubles he went through. My mum cried, my dad felt bad and I sat there, stared and thought to myself the brutality of this world.
That's just part of what I really hate about this world..
Moving on.. I wanna talk about the cross country cheaters. I don't wanna write much.. since it's pretty late but damn those people for cheating. Danny came 2nd cos 'someone' cheated for first place. Wtf. Of all the places, he cheated for first place.. Unbelieveable. What's more, 'someone' wasn't the only one who cheated. Plenty of others. It really takes the hard-put effort that some people who actually tried and didn't cheat. What's more disgusting is that the people who cheated are liked by people. Unbelievable.
This world is truly f'ed up, And then there was a time, when 'another someone' could get told off and shutted the f' up. Now, he's one arrogant dickhead when he does get told off.
I think I'm done. I'm back to copying images of Inuyasha hehe. Posting em up soon hopefully and some cartoons I drew lol. Also, Kelvin and I have big future dreams in the video-making and editing area. Wish us luck. :) Thanks for wasting 15 mins of your life reading this. It means a lot to me and I aim to make people empathise and feel what I feel. Imma stfu now.
Happier now lil girl?
My parents have been discussing a lot about Vietnam lately and it makes think about it. Anyways.. they said that we're going back to Vietnam at the end of this year. I'm happy, but the thought of visiting Vietnam makes me sad. The people are different and the place I live at has changed. The people who used to hang around me are all weird.. the guys are like all 'baddies' and the most of the girls give me the evils. It's just really weird.. some people have passed out, some have moved away to find jobs it just seems all so.. cruel - the level of poverty and living standards in Vietnam.
Anyways, everytime I go back to Vietnam, it changes dramatically as if it happened all in the blink of an eye. My grandma's place got rebuilt.. so that's going to be different and I don't know what else is different. All I know is.. everything's going to be sort of alien for me everytime I come back. There are some people I don't even know or remember. I don't know if these thoughts and changes make me sad or happy but changes always make me sad. I lived in Vietnam as a little boy, and not being there for these changes is depressing. I feel as if something's missing from me, my home town, my "Quê Hương". Which is probably why I like those traditional Vietnamese songs, because they talk about their true birthplace and how much they treasure it.
While I'm still talking about Vietnam, I would like to share with all of you a truely sad story. There's this woman who lived with her child in Vietnam. Their house was adjacent to my grandma's house. They lived with their friend or grandpa I think, I don't know. Anyways, when the kid was about 5-7, his mum died of stomach cancer. Now, in Vietnam each person gets a proportion of field to farm their own rice and the woman's rice field was given to the grandpa. Sadly, the grandpa didn't want to take care of the kid so he sent it to his mum's grandma. Yes very confusing, simply put it, the man stole the rice and didn't take care of the kid so the kid had to turn to his grandma. The grandma couldn't earn enough to raise the kid, so she gave it away to people who lived near the rivers (the people who lived in like canoes etc). On the night before the kid was given away, the kid ran off, hid and slept in a pile of hay. Noone could find him on that night, but eventually they did find him. After that he was given to the other people. When my parents had gone back to Vietnam last year, we completely forgot about the kid. Noone cared about him or remembered the troubles he went through. My mum cried, my dad felt bad and I sat there, stared and thought to myself the brutality of this world.
That's just part of what I really hate about this world..
Moving on.. I wanna talk about the cross country cheaters. I don't wanna write much.. since it's pretty late but damn those people for cheating. Danny came 2nd cos 'someone' cheated for first place. Wtf. Of all the places, he cheated for first place.. Unbelieveable. What's more, 'someone' wasn't the only one who cheated. Plenty of others. It really takes the hard-put effort that some people who actually tried and didn't cheat. What's more disgusting is that the people who cheated are liked by people. Unbelievable.
This world is truly f'ed up, And then there was a time, when 'another someone' could get told off and shutted the f' up. Now, he's one arrogant dickhead when he does get told off.
I think I'm done. I'm back to copying images of Inuyasha hehe. Posting em up soon hopefully and some cartoons I drew lol. Also, Kelvin and I have big future dreams in the video-making and editing area. Wish us luck. :) Thanks for wasting 15 mins of your life reading this. It means a lot to me and I aim to make people empathise and feel what I feel. Imma stfu now.
Happier now lil girl?
Friday, April 1, 2011
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Bebo
Bebo
A picture that I'd like to share with everyone.
As you can see, the comment was made last year in June, the 14th 2010. It's been nearly a year since I've made it.
I made that comment, so I can look back at my childhood. Some people don't treasure these old memories like I do. It's absurd in some ways though, but I hope people understand.
It was 7 days after my birthday, and I don't remember why I seemed so sad then. Being sad is just a common thing now. And in about another 6 months, I will post up another picture like this, revealing stuff.
And, I wouldn't care if life for me was like the movie Groundhog day. I'd be happy actually. Be young forever, fix up mistakes, and perfect everything.
A picture that I'd like to share with everyone.
As you can see, the comment was made last year in June, the 14th 2010. It's been nearly a year since I've made it.
I made that comment, so I can look back at my childhood. Some people don't treasure these old memories like I do. It's absurd in some ways though, but I hope people understand.
It was 7 days after my birthday, and I don't remember why I seemed so sad then. Being sad is just a common thing now. And in about another 6 months, I will post up another picture like this, revealing stuff.
And, I wouldn't care if life for me was like the movie Groundhog day. I'd be happy actually. Be young forever, fix up mistakes, and perfect everything.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
There are times in life..
There are times in life..
There are times in life in a person's life where they wish they had the ability to change it.
I have plenty, and there was a time that I stared. I stared for a while, it felt so long and I shouldn't have moved my eyes. What I should have done is lean over and do what was supposed to be done.
It was like one of those moments in movies, where the guy would look at a girl so deeply into her eyes and it's just that magical moment.. that happened.. but ended, incomplete.
There are times in life in a person's life where they wish they had the ability to change it.
I have plenty, and there was a time that I stared. I stared for a while, it felt so long and I shouldn't have moved my eyes. What I should have done is lean over and do what was supposed to be done.
It was like one of those moments in movies, where the guy would look at a girl so deeply into her eyes and it's just that magical moment.. that happened.. but ended, incomplete.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
The Three Little Pigs Poem
The Three Little Pigs Poem
The Three Little Pigs – A Revolting Rhyme By Henry Tong
Inspired By Roald Dahl
The Three Little Pigs that you’ve known,
had a violent side that wasn’t shown.
The story you’ve been told every night,
was to help you sleep tucked and tight.
In truth, the wolf wasn’t all that bad;
he was a nice vegetarian lad.
The Little Pigs on the other hand,
were the evils of this magical land.
The story starts off with some shooting,
the Pigs with their guns were practicing.
‘I think we’re ready for the hunt,’
Pig One said, who was at the front.
He looked straight and then he beckoned
and called Pig Two who joined in second.
Together they called Pig Three to come,
the third of them was rather dumb.
Into the forest the Three Pigs went.
Along the way they picked a scent.
With their noses they began to dwell,
sniffing to find that stinky smell.
The Pigs did not find this gruesome,
instead they said that it’d be yum.
‘With this smell I would never quit.
I can imagine that it’d taste sweet,’
Pig One said in a joyful voice,
whilst dancing to himself in rejoice
They strolled along and heard a crunch.
Pig One turned left, ‘Look there’s our lunch.’
He jumped in joy and smiled widely.
‘What’s happening?’ Pig Three said idly.
Pig One, Pig Two got down and spied.
‘What is happening?’ Pig Three cried.
Pig One, Pig Two pulled down Pig Three.
Together they hid behind the tree.
There they saw the wolf eating.
‘He’s eating grass you must be kidding!
I am gunna take the first shot.
I will make sure it hits the spot,’
Pig One said, pulling out his gun.
He paused and said ‘This gunna be fun.’
Before Pig One could pull the trigger,
he heard a shot that was rather vigor.
He turned his head only to see,
A gun, a shot made by Pig Three.
Pig Three realized he’d interrupted
Pig One got angry so he erupted
The wolf looked up, he saw and ran
Pig Two calmly said ‘We need a plan.
We need to chase that stupid beast
for without we will not have our feast.’
Pig One replied ‘Oh, what a pain!
My little brother haven’t a brain!’
Still determined Pig One stood up.
‘We’re gunna get that vegan pup,’
He said with determination.
‘We’ve done much procrastination.’
The Three Pigs ran, looked ahead and saw,
the Wolf had stopped at a house of straw.
Our vegan friend had then jumped in
and said ‘They won’t find me when I’m in’
‘That house is small we will find him
and all I want to have is his hind limb,’
said Pig One, upon reaching the house
‘I shall step on that wolf like a mouse.’
‘Why need to search when we can burn?
A cooked wolf we get, in return.’
Said Pig Two who pulled out a match
and threw the flame to burn the batch.
Luckily, the wolf jumped out just in time.
He ran and said ‘Please stop, this is a crime!’
Pig One and Two replied with their gun.
The wolf continued ‘This is not fun!’
And so the Wolf ran in a hurry,
with the Pigs behind in a scurry.
The wolf was ahead of the Pigs,
till he came to a house of twigs.
Before the Pigs would even know,
the wolf had hid from his foe.
The Pigs arrived and looked around,
only, the Wolf could not be found.
They used their nose and found his scent
and burnt the house without repent
Inside the house they heard a shout.
Once again, the wolf had jumped out.
And there he sat with three pig’s glance,
He got up quickly and took his chance,
by running to a house made of bricks.
He hid and said ‘Tis better than sticks.’
The pigs arrived and gave a grunt;
it was locked at the house’s front.
‘The door is too hard to break down,’
said Pig Two, who now had a frown.
He continued and said, ‘We need a trick.
I must admit it won’t be quick.
We must wait here till he comes out,
there are no windows; he must scout.
and when that happens we will strike.
That is my plan, do you two like?’
Pig One agreed, ‘I’m happy with it.’
Pig Three complained and said ‘Can we sit?’
The two pigs went to hide in the bush.
Pig Three was dragged and was told to shush.
When it was dark the wolf came out.
Pig Three stood up and gave a shout.
The wolf had figured out and ran right.
Pig Three said ‘I have him in my sight’
Pig One and Two tried to stop Pig Three
but whilst in the dark, they could not see.
Pig Three aimed and two shots were fired,
‘Good job,’ the wolf turned and admired.
The Pig looked in the gun with his eye
and wondered why the wolf did not die.
He kept looking down in confusion
and came with a final conclusion.
‘The Wolf must have shot my brothers
And I’m alive, unlike the others..’
And before he could say anymore
He slipped the trigger and was no more.
So in the end, you must know and see,
The stupid third pig had killed all three.
The wolf never wanted such a desire,
the huffing and puffing would be too much a tire.
Haven't posted this before lol. Umm.. I'll probably put up another post soon :)
The Three Little Pigs – A Revolting Rhyme By Henry Tong
Inspired By Roald Dahl
The Three Little Pigs that you’ve known,
had a violent side that wasn’t shown.
The story you’ve been told every night,
was to help you sleep tucked and tight.
In truth, the wolf wasn’t all that bad;
he was a nice vegetarian lad.
The Little Pigs on the other hand,
were the evils of this magical land.
The story starts off with some shooting,
the Pigs with their guns were practicing.
‘I think we’re ready for the hunt,’
Pig One said, who was at the front.
He looked straight and then he beckoned
and called Pig Two who joined in second.
Together they called Pig Three to come,
the third of them was rather dumb.
Into the forest the Three Pigs went.
Along the way they picked a scent.
With their noses they began to dwell,
sniffing to find that stinky smell.
The Pigs did not find this gruesome,
instead they said that it’d be yum.
‘With this smell I would never quit.
I can imagine that it’d taste sweet,’
Pig One said in a joyful voice,
whilst dancing to himself in rejoice
They strolled along and heard a crunch.
Pig One turned left, ‘Look there’s our lunch.’
He jumped in joy and smiled widely.
‘What’s happening?’ Pig Three said idly.
Pig One, Pig Two got down and spied.
‘What is happening?’ Pig Three cried.
Pig One, Pig Two pulled down Pig Three.
Together they hid behind the tree.
There they saw the wolf eating.
‘He’s eating grass you must be kidding!
I am gunna take the first shot.
I will make sure it hits the spot,’
Pig One said, pulling out his gun.
He paused and said ‘This gunna be fun.’
Before Pig One could pull the trigger,
he heard a shot that was rather vigor.
He turned his head only to see,
A gun, a shot made by Pig Three.
Pig Three realized he’d interrupted
Pig One got angry so he erupted
The wolf looked up, he saw and ran
Pig Two calmly said ‘We need a plan.
We need to chase that stupid beast
for without we will not have our feast.’
Pig One replied ‘Oh, what a pain!
My little brother haven’t a brain!’
Still determined Pig One stood up.
‘We’re gunna get that vegan pup,’
He said with determination.
‘We’ve done much procrastination.’
The Three Pigs ran, looked ahead and saw,
the Wolf had stopped at a house of straw.
Our vegan friend had then jumped in
and said ‘They won’t find me when I’m in’
‘That house is small we will find him
and all I want to have is his hind limb,’
said Pig One, upon reaching the house
‘I shall step on that wolf like a mouse.’
‘Why need to search when we can burn?
A cooked wolf we get, in return.’
Said Pig Two who pulled out a match
and threw the flame to burn the batch.
Luckily, the wolf jumped out just in time.
He ran and said ‘Please stop, this is a crime!’
Pig One and Two replied with their gun.
The wolf continued ‘This is not fun!’
And so the Wolf ran in a hurry,
with the Pigs behind in a scurry.
The wolf was ahead of the Pigs,
till he came to a house of twigs.
Before the Pigs would even know,
the wolf had hid from his foe.
The Pigs arrived and looked around,
only, the Wolf could not be found.
They used their nose and found his scent
and burnt the house without repent
Inside the house they heard a shout.
Once again, the wolf had jumped out.
And there he sat with three pig’s glance,
He got up quickly and took his chance,
by running to a house made of bricks.
He hid and said ‘Tis better than sticks.’
The pigs arrived and gave a grunt;
it was locked at the house’s front.
‘The door is too hard to break down,’
said Pig Two, who now had a frown.
He continued and said, ‘We need a trick.
I must admit it won’t be quick.
We must wait here till he comes out,
there are no windows; he must scout.
and when that happens we will strike.
That is my plan, do you two like?’
Pig One agreed, ‘I’m happy with it.’
Pig Three complained and said ‘Can we sit?’
The two pigs went to hide in the bush.
Pig Three was dragged and was told to shush.
When it was dark the wolf came out.
Pig Three stood up and gave a shout.
The wolf had figured out and ran right.
Pig Three said ‘I have him in my sight’
Pig One and Two tried to stop Pig Three
but whilst in the dark, they could not see.
Pig Three aimed and two shots were fired,
‘Good job,’ the wolf turned and admired.
The Pig looked in the gun with his eye
and wondered why the wolf did not die.
He kept looking down in confusion
and came with a final conclusion.
‘The Wolf must have shot my brothers
And I’m alive, unlike the others..’
And before he could say anymore
He slipped the trigger and was no more.
So in the end, you must know and see,
The stupid third pig had killed all three.
The wolf never wanted such a desire,
the huffing and puffing would be too much a tire.
Haven't posted this before lol. Umm.. I'll probably put up another post soon :)
Sunday, February 27, 2011
A blog :D
A blog :D (wait D:)
So Sunday... I think this has been the worse day this year. Friends came over for dance (Frank, Zane, Krishna, Atharva, Sanjay). Didn't go Shaolin today because it was raining in the morning. Haven't even started assignments.
First thing first we went to eat. Subway for the Indians and I. Zane and Frank had McDonalds. Went to get 2 dozens of glazed donuts at the local Krisky Kreme LOL. Took photos ;D. Well.. I don't know why I should even be smiling D:
Went home ate a few of the donuts. Atharva said he had to tutor but came back not long after saying his tutor was ill. Got some dance moves (30 seconds of the song..) before it became really hot. After that we went outside to practise (which we didn't end up doing) where things started to go extremely wrong. I left my laptop on the car so we can access it easily. Krishna tried to peg a ball (I peed on it in the past) at Zane. Instead, he knocked down my bloody laptop. Nothing went wrong (that I've found). All my por... I mean songs and stuff were still there. The guys played with the ball and wouldn't practise. The ball got into my mango tree. Krishna got it out and brought a mango down along (good job Krish). I decided to use a knife to peel the skin and eat it. There was this part of the mango (the top where it was connected to the branch) that left off a strong scent. I cut that and got my left thumb too :D. The skin's still in tact, my parents were away and they still haven't found out. Once they do, I am so screwed.
Got an icepack for my thumb which was spraying blood (jokes) but I did get an icepack. The guys told me to lie down and I ordered them around :). That was probably the best thing about today. We all came into my room in the end to watch Eurotrip ;). Everyone enjoyed the nude scenes and those parts got me excited and my blood flowing (so my finger actually sprayed blood this time. Jokes).
And here I am writing about my day. How ****ed up. 3 HOURS FOR BLOODY 30 seconds of our dance. I think that's better than nothing. Krishna came up with the most ****ed up moves. Gives me the shivers thinking about it and the thumb incident. *sigh*
So Sunday... I think this has been the worse day this year. Friends came over for dance (Frank, Zane, Krishna, Atharva, Sanjay). Didn't go Shaolin today because it was raining in the morning. Haven't even started assignments.
First thing first we went to eat. Subway for the Indians and I. Zane and Frank had McDonalds. Went to get 2 dozens of glazed donuts at the local Krisky Kreme LOL. Took photos ;D. Well.. I don't know why I should even be smiling D:
Went home ate a few of the donuts. Atharva said he had to tutor but came back not long after saying his tutor was ill. Got some dance moves (30 seconds of the song..) before it became really hot. After that we went outside to practise (which we didn't end up doing) where things started to go extremely wrong. I left my laptop on the car so we can access it easily. Krishna tried to peg a ball (I peed on it in the past) at Zane. Instead, he knocked down my bloody laptop. Nothing went wrong (that I've found). All my por... I mean songs and stuff were still there. The guys played with the ball and wouldn't practise. The ball got into my mango tree. Krishna got it out and brought a mango down along (good job Krish). I decided to use a knife to peel the skin and eat it. There was this part of the mango (the top where it was connected to the branch) that left off a strong scent. I cut that and got my left thumb too :D. The skin's still in tact, my parents were away and they still haven't found out. Once they do, I am so screwed.
Got an icepack for my thumb which was spraying blood (jokes) but I did get an icepack. The guys told me to lie down and I ordered them around :). That was probably the best thing about today. We all came into my room in the end to watch Eurotrip ;). Everyone enjoyed the nude scenes and those parts got me excited and my blood flowing (so my finger actually sprayed blood this time. Jokes).
And here I am writing about my day. How ****ed up. 3 HOURS FOR BLOODY 30 seconds of our dance. I think that's better than nothing. Krishna came up with the most ****ed up moves. Gives me the shivers thinking about it and the thumb incident. *sigh*
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Movie Reviews Are Just BS
Movie Reviews Are Just BS
I've been getting movies a lot lately to and I read reviews to see whether they're good or not. Although these reviews give a rough idea about the movies, personally, I do not like them at all. I don't like the way the movies are criticised and in general, I dislike the majority of the contents of a review.
I've seen old and modern movies and generally, the older movies get better reviews. Why? I believe it's because those old movies are the 'first'. As in, they're not cliched and they're original. Most modern movies get ideas from these old movies and as more and more movies are made, it's harder for it to become original. What reviewers are looking for, I believe, is something totally new; out-of-the-box and that sort of stuff. It really gives some modern comdey movies a bad name and that's in my point of view, I think it's unecessary. I think reviewers should just judge it by the contents of the now and I've seen countless numbers of movies that apply same humour techniques to get laughs. Sometimes I just wonder if it's even possible to get non-cliched, original movies...
I understand that reviewers do this for a living or as a job, but critising others for the movies they've made demeanours them. I mean, I don't see movie reviewers going to the studio to make their own 'creative' and 'original' movies. It's like saying someone sucks at a sport when you do as well.
I guess, the whole idea of this post is that movie reviewers can only roughly tell a person what the movie's about and whether it's original or not. In the end, it's all based on oppinions but I just dislike movie reviewers. Don't know why some bother with it. I do understand the difference between a crap movie and a good movie though, and I think it's usually obvious to the audience.
I've been getting movies a lot lately to and I read reviews to see whether they're good or not. Although these reviews give a rough idea about the movies, personally, I do not like them at all. I don't like the way the movies are criticised and in general, I dislike the majority of the contents of a review.
I've seen old and modern movies and generally, the older movies get better reviews. Why? I believe it's because those old movies are the 'first'. As in, they're not cliched and they're original. Most modern movies get ideas from these old movies and as more and more movies are made, it's harder for it to become original. What reviewers are looking for, I believe, is something totally new; out-of-the-box and that sort of stuff. It really gives some modern comdey movies a bad name and that's in my point of view, I think it's unecessary. I think reviewers should just judge it by the contents of the now and I've seen countless numbers of movies that apply same humour techniques to get laughs. Sometimes I just wonder if it's even possible to get non-cliched, original movies...
I understand that reviewers do this for a living or as a job, but critising others for the movies they've made demeanours them. I mean, I don't see movie reviewers going to the studio to make their own 'creative' and 'original' movies. It's like saying someone sucks at a sport when you do as well.
I guess, the whole idea of this post is that movie reviewers can only roughly tell a person what the movie's about and whether it's original or not. In the end, it's all based on oppinions but I just dislike movie reviewers. Don't know why some bother with it. I do understand the difference between a crap movie and a good movie though, and I think it's usually obvious to the audience.
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Fascinating Fantasy Fun
Fascinating Fantasy Fun
Uhh.. it has been a while since I blogged. Someone complains that I should blog haha but it only lasts like 5 mins? That's not going to get you anywhere in 5 min. Anyways.. people would've guessed that I'm playing games again haha. Don't know how I got back into it *Cough* Zane *Cough*.
My parents and some people say that these games don't help me at all in life. That's true. I enjoy the game for the sake of meeting new people and playing the role of my character. What's most fascinating is that I've met a couple of friends online in the past few years since I've started gaming. There's Sam and Lily, people I met on Maplestory. Good online friends and good times. I still have them on my contacts for MSN, but it's sorta weird talking to them now. I do not know why, but I still want to open a conversation with them and wish them a Happy New Year or something. And not long ago, I met a great guy called Mike :). Nice guy and we've been friends for quite some time, although we don't play the same games anymore. I mentioned that idea because playing games is sort of like the relationship with friends when they change schools. Most of the time, friends stop talking if they part for other schools. It's quite similar in games. The game is what sorta bonds them together.
At the moment, I am playing a game called 'ROSE Online' and I've met many people from different countries and even cultures. I've met people who've come from different pasts. Sounds so weird right now lol but I have. What I've found most interesting though, is the adults that I've met playing this game. These adults are about 28+ and are really nice. Don't tell me about cyber shit and stuff lol but it's true. They're nice and the two in specific that I've met are married. One's a guy and one's a girl. I won't go in-depth but I'm quite surprised that these people have the time to play games at their age. The life stories they tell me are quite fascinating :). I ask them lots of questions haha, and I must finally admit that the questions I ask are really weird O.o. It's not the usual conversation you would have with an ordinary person haha.
And over here, my Asian parents stuff me with crap about the future and how I'll be so busy.. Doesn't really help. For others, I believe it's quite similar. But again, I must admit that their stories are amazing. Whether these stories are true or not, I really don't believe that someone would go this far in concocting interesting life stories lol.
On a side note, since I am made this post, I might as well combine it with this other thought I've had for some time. It's about birthdays and how the people at our school celebrate it.
I find it rather strange and sorta.. offensive in a way is it not? Look at this way. People who celebrate their friends birthdays at our school tend to buy things and hold a party. As part of this, The event scheduler asks for other friends to chip in money for a presents. I will ask; Do your friends celebrate your birthday at school?
In a sense, does this not make others feel sort of 'less' important? I mean, there are others who are willing to spend their time gathering money and organising a party at school for some but not others. It's quite ridiculous really. And by pooling (or chipping) in money, does this not help confirm that others are of more importance?
I don't know what it is that makes people celebrate their friend's birthdays. Importance? Easy to talk to? I'm not quite sure myself, and the reasons I rack the hell out of my brain are quite... stupid really..
I don't want to stop those celebrations but people like I look at simple things as such in such complex ways.. and with this idea, I do believe sometimes that with the 'hierarchy' at our school is stupid.I hate looking at things like that, but it's true.
Uhh.. it has been a while since I blogged. Someone complains that I should blog haha but it only lasts like 5 mins? That's not going to get you anywhere in 5 min. Anyways.. people would've guessed that I'm playing games again haha. Don't know how I got back into it *Cough* Zane *Cough*.
My parents and some people say that these games don't help me at all in life. That's true. I enjoy the game for the sake of meeting new people and playing the role of my character. What's most fascinating is that I've met a couple of friends online in the past few years since I've started gaming. There's Sam and Lily, people I met on Maplestory. Good online friends and good times. I still have them on my contacts for MSN, but it's sorta weird talking to them now. I do not know why, but I still want to open a conversation with them and wish them a Happy New Year or something. And not long ago, I met a great guy called Mike :). Nice guy and we've been friends for quite some time, although we don't play the same games anymore. I mentioned that idea because playing games is sort of like the relationship with friends when they change schools. Most of the time, friends stop talking if they part for other schools. It's quite similar in games. The game is what sorta bonds them together.
At the moment, I am playing a game called 'ROSE Online' and I've met many people from different countries and even cultures. I've met people who've come from different pasts. Sounds so weird right now lol but I have. What I've found most interesting though, is the adults that I've met playing this game. These adults are about 28+ and are really nice. Don't tell me about cyber shit and stuff lol but it's true. They're nice and the two in specific that I've met are married. One's a guy and one's a girl. I won't go in-depth but I'm quite surprised that these people have the time to play games at their age. The life stories they tell me are quite fascinating :). I ask them lots of questions haha, and I must finally admit that the questions I ask are really weird O.o. It's not the usual conversation you would have with an ordinary person haha.
And over here, my Asian parents stuff me with crap about the future and how I'll be so busy.. Doesn't really help. For others, I believe it's quite similar. But again, I must admit that their stories are amazing. Whether these stories are true or not, I really don't believe that someone would go this far in concocting interesting life stories lol.
On a side note, since I am made this post, I might as well combine it with this other thought I've had for some time. It's about birthdays and how the people at our school celebrate it.
I find it rather strange and sorta.. offensive in a way is it not? Look at this way. People who celebrate their friends birthdays at our school tend to buy things and hold a party. As part of this, The event scheduler asks for other friends to chip in money for a presents. I will ask; Do your friends celebrate your birthday at school?
In a sense, does this not make others feel sort of 'less' important? I mean, there are others who are willing to spend their time gathering money and organising a party at school for some but not others. It's quite ridiculous really. And by pooling (or chipping) in money, does this not help confirm that others are of more importance?
I don't know what it is that makes people celebrate their friend's birthdays. Importance? Easy to talk to? I'm not quite sure myself, and the reasons I rack the hell out of my brain are quite... stupid really..
I don't want to stop those celebrations but people like I look at simple things as such in such complex ways.. and with this idea, I do believe sometimes that with the 'hierarchy' at our school is stupid.I hate looking at things like that, but it's true.
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